I know I know it's been forever and a day sense I have posted something. Haven't been to active much on here lately.
Well I ended up moving back to SoCal back in March and it's been alright for the most part. Didn't realize how much more expensive it is here than Florida. :(
Well anyways life has been having it's ups and downs lately....
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Well for the people who have been following me they probably already know this so this for the new followers. Back towards the end of 2010 I really got into fitness and really started learning about bodybuilding. Well in May 2012 I ended up in the hospital for a few months do to liver and kidney failure and had to get a Liver transplant and...
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I haven't written one of these in a long time! I hope everyone is well!
I started classes back in November and realized that the music industry is not for me. So now I have to finish off this semester and after that I will hopefully be starting at National Personal Training Institute so I can learn about and become a Personal Trainer! Fitness really...
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dragonfyre:
Looking good
metalmaniac:
@chibi_ Thank you
I've always been afraid that I wont be good enough, afraid of the disappointment, afraid of the pain. Not anymore! It's time for me to stop these bullshit ideas and to finally push myself. To push past these fears that have been holding me back. I can't have any doubt or I will not be able to achieve what I want to achieve! It's time...
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So I finally start classes tomorrow but I'm starting to really have doubts if this is really what I want to do. I feel like I'm going to this school and studying things for the wrong reasons but I'm still not 100% sure what it is I want to do.
This all started when I was talking to a friend about just a whole bunch...
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I really don't know how to start this but here it goes. In the last 3 years I haven't been able to get a relationship to last for more than 2 weeks and there were only 2 relationships I tried starting. And both seemed like they used me then left. I usually always look forward knowing that I will find someone one day with time...
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robertnagiel:
Sorry bro. I've been there too.
ravina:
:( I am so sorry... I knowhow you feel... I think about this all the time.. I think that I am going to die alone.. and be it that I dont have kids.. I wont have anyone when i get old... its a sad reality for me.. I am sorry that you feel that way...
So I'm finally in Florida!! Started out pretty great! Then it went downhill a little bit but now it's alright again. Trying to make some friends in the area but that seems harder than I thought it would be. Kind of sucks moving to a place you know no one at. At least my apartment is all furnished now with at least some of the...
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Hello All! I know its been a little while sense i posted a blog. But I'm trying to be more active on this site again.
Anyways, there are alot of new changes happening or about to happen in my life.
First off I am out of the military right now taking the last few weeks i have of leave saved up. I'm also moving to...
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Anyways, there are alot of new changes happening or about to happen in my life.
First off I am out of the military right now taking the last few weeks i have of leave saved up. I'm also moving to...
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Alright It's been awhile sense I made a post when I said I was going to do one a few weeks ago lol.
Anyways! I hit my one year mark sense my surgery and had a check up appointment. Finally off the protein and supplement restriction! So sense I'm not restricted anymore I'm kicking it into overdrive and really working my ass off trying to...
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Anyways! I hit my one year mark sense my surgery and had a check up appointment. Finally off the protein and supplement restriction! So sense I'm not restricted anymore I'm kicking it into overdrive and really working my ass off trying to...
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metalmaniac:
I am taking it a little at a time. But I really hope to get in the shape to compete in bodybuilding one day so I'm always pushing myself alot harder than I ever thought possible.
But thank you
But thank you
khar:
Hey there!!! Thnx for the friend request!!! 
I try to think of things so I can try an post a blog every week but my life just isn't that interesting lately to say something new every week 
I have no clue whats going on with my medical board which is usually how it works until you hear what your findings are. All i know is its still working its way around here...
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I have no clue whats going on with my medical board which is usually how it works until you hear what your findings are. All i know is its still working its way around here...
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ravina:
Oh! Hahaha too cute
euphemia:
Thank you so much for your love in my newest set! All your support made me pink. 
I love when weeks fly on by!! But it sucks when you have no plans for the weekend or no one to hang out with
Anyhow! Getting a bit further with this medical board process. Had my physical and mental evaluations with the VA office. Won't really know anything about the physical side but on the mental side they said I had "high anxiety with...
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Anyhow! Getting a bit further with this medical board process. Had my physical and mental evaluations with the VA office. Won't really know anything about the physical side but on the mental side they said I had "high anxiety with...
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luna:
aww thanks buddy <3
knox_:
Welcome
Today is a day for remembering. Remembering all those who have given the ultimate sacrifice. To those I have served with that are no longer here. You will be missed and remembered. R.I.P. And this goes for more than just the U.S. troops. It goes to all the other countries that have fought by our side for hundreds of years over many wars.
These aren't...
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These aren't...
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ravina:
Brings tears to my eyes to see the things you have seen and gone through... For us.