So today I woke up feeling okay. Took a nice shower, brushed my teeth, scoped some babes on the ole SG. I walk to the bus stop and I wait amongst a pack of cigarette smokers, which after having been cigarette free for two years, smells absolutely horrendous. The bus comes and I reach into my pocket for my pass and it isn’t there I now have to walk back to my apartment which thankfully is only two blocks away. I am on my way back to the bus stop and I miss another bus so I have to wait longer. Starting to get grumpy. I barely make it to work on time, which is not my style. I’m usually early so I can set up before I jump in. I go to look in my station and everything has been fucking moved around and rearranged. In my anger I vocalized my opinion about it “who’s the fucking retard that put this shit together” my boss responded and was not happy so she wrote me up and sent me home. It was my first write up since going to work drunk at the gastro-pub three years ago.
The pizza shop is going through changes and I always seem to find out after the fact. No warning or any inquiry as to what I think. God forbid I should have some say about my daily routine that would be too much. What used to be fun is now a pain and causing me pain both physical and mental. My boss tells me to think about how I feel about the shop. I am supposed to contact her tonight if I’m going to quit. Well I just might, I have until 9pm mst to decide.
My frustrations with my job continue to pile up. I don’t get paid enough money, I am a dedicated employee I haven’t missed a day of work since I got out of jail over two years ago. I get nothing in return not even a .50¢ raise for being punctual. God forbid they pay us a living wage, I work for the worst people, I’m surprised they don’t drain my blood from me because they have ruined everything else in my life. I can’t have a normal relationship with anyone or hangout with anyone because of it. I refuse to let them drain me dry. I also can’t really afford to quit. I don’t have enough money saved to take time off, plus being in school is more stress.
Time to weigh the pros and cons
Pros:
A paycheck, albeit a small one
Free pizza
A decent staff
Free monthly bus pass
Cons:
Terrible upper management
Constant changes
Small paycheck
Micromanaging
A good portion of my head says to quit and find a new job, my heart doesn’t want to leave the friends I have made. I have the feeling that my heart will win because I just don’t want to go somewhere new and deal with starting from the bottom again. I will just have to be a miserable bastard until I finish school in two years.
Like The Clash said should I stay or should I go.
What do you think I should do gorgeous babes?
Should I keep my job and shut up like the drone they want me to be?
Should I find a new job and start fresh?
I am open to any opinions from anybody.
