metalheadgrrl

So i'm not sick anymore.

And I had more fantastic sex on Friday night/Saturday morning.

And I plan on having more sex tonight.

This girl is distracting me. But what would you rather do? Write a paper or get laid?

I only have five weeks left of school. And then I go home for the summer. Goodbye Berkeley, hello Seattle. I cant wait.

so according to the doctor, i either have strep or mono.

if i have strep, i'll know by tomorrow morning.

i have to wait until monday to take the mono test, though.

fucking sweet. just what i needed in the last 6 weeks of class.

I'm having insane amounts of fun.

I drove down to LA with my roommate and our amazing friend, Lauren.

I've seen Hollywood, Melrose, the Sunset strip and probably most of the San Fernando valley.

I met Batman, Elmo hit on me through the window of the Coffee Bean and I got three amazing articles of clothing for only three dollars at a crazy sidewalk sale....
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I have a crush on a really cute girl.

The same girl i randomly made out with two weeks ago.

But its an honest to goodness crush now.

We kissed again tonight. But it was so innocent and sincere.

I'm giddy.

Ok, so I'm stupid.

I need to stop having low self esteem. Because low self esteem leads to low expectations for myself.

Which leads to sleeping with people I later regret.

I just want a normal, healthy relationship. ARGH.

I hate myself so much right now.