metalheadgrrl

I can't focus.

I feel like I have all of this creative energy building and I have no where to express it.

I took a bunch of self portraits tonight, but that's more frustrating then anything. I want to use my new lights/reflector/exposure meter with someone else. That way I can actually see what im doing.

And although drawing seemed to help this problem of a creative energy overload, its beginning to frustrate me. I wish i was better!

I can't focus on school anymore. It's just been too long without a break. And just my luck- I have to stay in Berkeley for Thanksgiving AND work at the museum Friday and Saturday. At least I get to babysit a turtle. That will make my weekend infinitely better.

And I'm not gonna lie, the reintroduction of sex into my life has improved my mood exponentially. Although it has also made me become horny pretty much all day. Wierd how that works, huh?