Hi SG world !!
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It is time to write a new blog, I will not let you forget me so quickly !!! So much has happened since my last blog, I'll try to tell you the most important !
For two weeks, I went to my mother's house for the holidays, near Paris. I went because my grandmother had to have surgery and my family and friends missed a lot. My old demons reappeared unfortunately, I still have many questions about my future, I'm not safe from anything and I don't even know myself what I want to do with my own life, what troubles me every day. Every day I wonder if I will be accepted next year in the second year at school, I didn't know until mid-September , every day I wonder if I don't waste my time trying to run after chimeras , every day I wonder if I made the right choices in my life and every day I wonder why I'm so different from my friends who have found their way long and flowing happy days ! Well , my self-esteem is at its lowest ! I'm in a permanent and continuous depression. Fortunately, I'm always encouraged by my friends a to live as I want without putting too much pressure on me and ask questions, but I don't know where I'm going and it really bothers me !
The good thing, since I came back I was invited to many parties and I am often drunk, that allows me to close my eyes a little on my existential problems, although I know it's not really a solution but it allows me to talk to my friends with an open heart, without restraint, and sometimes it's good to release the pressure!
Another good thing, I have a new tattoo, yeeaaaaah !!!!!!!! I have no pictures to upload, but this weekend I go to several parties and I'll try to take pictures !
Thank you again for all the love you gave me on my set "Les Promesses de l'ombre " I love you all !!!!
I hope to make a new set soon, I don't know when exactly but I know it will be great and I hope you will like it even more than this one !!!!
Bisous Bisous
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[VIDEO]
It is time to write a new blog, I will not let you forget me so quickly !!! So much has happened since my last blog, I'll try to tell you the most important !
For two weeks, I went to my mother's house for the holidays, near Paris. I went because my grandmother had to have surgery and my family and friends missed a lot. My old demons reappeared unfortunately, I still have many questions about my future, I'm not safe from anything and I don't even know myself what I want to do with my own life, what troubles me every day. Every day I wonder if I will be accepted next year in the second year at school, I didn't know until mid-September , every day I wonder if I don't waste my time trying to run after chimeras , every day I wonder if I made the right choices in my life and every day I wonder why I'm so different from my friends who have found their way long and flowing happy days ! Well , my self-esteem is at its lowest ! I'm in a permanent and continuous depression. Fortunately, I'm always encouraged by my friends a to live as I want without putting too much pressure on me and ask questions, but I don't know where I'm going and it really bothers me !
The good thing, since I came back I was invited to many parties and I am often drunk, that allows me to close my eyes a little on my existential problems, although I know it's not really a solution but it allows me to talk to my friends with an open heart, without restraint, and sometimes it's good to release the pressure!
Another good thing, I have a new tattoo, yeeaaaaah !!!!!!!! I have no pictures to upload, but this weekend I go to several parties and I'll try to take pictures !
Thank you again for all the love you gave me on my set "Les Promesses de l'ombre " I love you all !!!!
I hope to make a new set soon, I don't know when exactly but I know it will be great and I hope you will like it even more than this one !!!!
Bisous Bisous
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jaruki:
abadon:
beautiful!!!