mermaidinjeans

i got my teeth drilled today so im out fifty bucks and my mouth feels like death. i hate the numbed pain feeling. like being stabbed through a pillow. im going back to bed.

also, im allergic to something in my room, but massive day long cleaning is just not on my adgenda at this moment.

kevin and i spent our 9 month anniversary last night

my job gives me 60% off hotel rooms and food so thats what we did. King sized bed, Jacuzzi with a tv near it (haha we sat in the hot tub naked watching corky romano and drinking vodka and cran apple juice! we're so damn weird!!) and discounted dinner at my pub. it was so...
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i love rainy days

i still havn't gotten to go to punk rock kickball

i have off this saturday and sunday though

working 2 jobs sucks but it'll get me out of debt faster. The only bad side, i just got out of one job and have to be at the other in 4 hours. bleh

my cat is so weird! i love it to death! i have a...
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i saw the pixies. it was amazing. a gross boy above me rained down sweat on me everything he pumped his fist in exctiment. Kim stayed sober. Frank sounded well. everything was just awsome. im filthy. and exhausted. and going to bed gross. and ill probably wake up tomorow all zitty but i dont care. too sleeeeepy.

edited: after an hour long shower here's all...
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i finished my summer classes, and am now officially in my 3rd year of college.

i want to buy an ENG camera with a battery pack, and tripod. tarentino can call me anytime.

i need tattoo moneys. I have ideas. I have skin. But i have no tattoos. I might do a tattoo fund bakesale. stay tuned.

i dyed my hair brown/black and look like...
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i left my car windows down last night and it rained.

i skipped my favorite class because my bed was too deep to get out of.

i started running, to lose weight and to get away.

i miss you terribly, miss rhythem and blues. this one's for you.

and star wars was amazing!

i drank irish carbombs and listened to bluegrass on cinco de mayo. culture confusion, making holidays awsome! mrow!

im going back to therapy.

i dont want to, but im afraid not to.

no more medication, though. crazy keeps me creative. everytime i hit a down point i fill notebooks and napkins and book margins.

i just need someone objective to talk to, who i wont hurt with what I say.