merkmal

Well I must say that it sucks not having Kayla around. Work is a god damn disaster and I hate money. Money means I have to work... and it's all money's fault that I have to deal with that shit. Shit shit shit. Oh well.

I have been out to Kayla's house twice now to visit with her family. It's nice to see them but it's also really sad that Kayla isn't there. She's in France how many thousands of miles away and I can't just drive to her house to see her.. and she's not waiting for me at my house when I get off work anymore.

I can't wait until December so I can go visit her for a few weeks and be done with this not being together bullshit.. I mean seriously... we're supposed to be together and happy and having an amazing time... not apart and both being stressed out and wanting to be together but not able to do so.

I'm a little whiney.