Friday Jan 21, 2005

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okay okay.
i'm not spending THIS day feeling sorry for myself.
i've decided.

it's snowy but sunny, i'm awake, not hungover for once, and not dwelling as much on that particular thing as i have been.

listening to old old old blink really started my day off right.

kiss
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greyandblack:
how old is old blink? smile

u enjoying this weather? mad

wink
american_exile:
good for you! think positive, right.? now only if I could follow my own advice

Wednesday Jan 19, 2005

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blucass:
Lonely housewife?

Btw, how short are you? I bet I've got you beat wink
poot8:
you are beautiful... biggrin look on the bright side at least you have your health and are alive.... smile

Saturday Jan 15, 2005

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i'm doing a survey cause i'm bored. deal with it.

1. What is the geekiest part of your music collection?
hmmm...dashboard?

2. What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?
cheese

3. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
this movie "up close and personal" with robert redford and michelle pheiffer, as well as garden state, but that's no secret.

4....
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american_exile:
nice new profile pic! so since we love the same APC song so much Im gonna answer as many of your questions as I can. But Im gonna pick and chose too, biggrin
1. I have several covers of britney spears' hit me baby, one more time. From Bowling for soup, train, Type O negative and marilyn manson. Well maybe its more of a guilty secret.
2. Pizza, but it has to make a stop at the microwave first, I cant deal with cold pizza.
3.hmm, this is a tough one really, Its not that I don't get teary eyed, heck, that happens alot but i dont thinki have a guaranted one. Mostly, Its all about my mood. Ill weep over silly shit sometimes.
4. Liposuction. I just want this fat belly of mine gone. now,
6.Im a nailbiter
7. nope. burnt the heck out of myself as a child and now have a large amount of respect for fire.
8. Just one, but its unrequited.
Okay, thats all for now, I'll be back later to continue this..Do I win anything? ARRR!!!
evilpenguin:
Hey it's venomous_v from lj kiss

Saturday Jan 15, 2005

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i hate that profile picture.
i feel like i look completely different now.
i must do away with it.
how many days straight must you be inside before you're officially considered a hermit?
anyone?
let me know.

for the past 3 days i have done absolutely nothing but work on a mix cd that i may never even send to the person. i can't decide...
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rxqueen:
biggrin

ive done that before. i went CRAZY (im a perfectionist when it comes to making mixes) making a mixed cd for someone. and i just never gave it to them.
its almost like writing a letter to get out all yr aggression, and never giving it to the person. you get out whats in yr head without having the other person offended.

Friday Jan 07, 2005

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3 weeks home changed my life. changed me. i am so different. so much better.

mandatory update: no classes for me this semester. goodbye, you worthless hole of a town. we're leaving in a few weeks, time that is only needed to pay off some bills and secure money for a moving truck and the apt deposit and first month's rent in hannibal grove. we...
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greyandblack:
Finally back from break eh!!
Sex with a ipod.....interesting.
later smile wink
american_exile:
hmm, ipods are pretty small arent they? i think it just might be able to show you some musical loving. what a lucky toy it will be, biggrin
I went home for vacation too, and believe me, if my job wasnt the army, i would be packing my bags and heading home also. my life rocks there. its just right.

Monday Dec 13, 2004

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I think about certain things, people, I have lost, and it takes my breath away with overwhelming regret and grief. What is it that can make us neglect the things we care about? Is it really possible to love something and neglect it at the same time, or are we just trying to excuse our own shameful behavior?

Is it even my fault? Did I...
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greyandblack:
I read your journal....it's feels great to write just real shit. Always makes me feel better.

Was it all slick and icy there in Bloomington?......it absolutly sucked here.
india:
How did I stay so close with the friends I have the least in common with, and lose all connection to the one with whom I have more in common than anyone in the world?

I know what you mean :/

Saturday Dec 11, 2004

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"Yes, I am wearing glasses, and I am not ashamed. I have a sexy young man who loves to fuck me and I am fabulous."

--My Hero.

<333333

wish my love and i a happy 20 month anniversary today...hehe.
(jcrabapple)
cain:
Have a wonderful 20th month anniversary!

Dude. That quote is awesome. Your Hero must be someone cool.
Did you know that Cleopatra didn't have a bush? Sorry. It's on the discovery channel and I'm spewing out random facts....or something.

Just 5 more days, right? Heeeeeehaw.
cain:
Yes! "You smell like a baby prostitute" is total CLASSIC.

Dude, VH1 countdowns ROCK. For some reason I just can't not watch those. I see them on and I HAVE to stay there...it's pathetic, really.

Monday Dec 06, 2004

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CarreraNSX: i think out of all the white girls in columbia, you've dated the most black dudes
CarreraNSX: kara, you're an honorary blaque


-dead-
hilarious.
absinthe:
I saw your pictures in the hopefuls group, and you have the coolest name ! i worship jonah, and Mer-Cat is one of my alltime favorites. kiss

Sunday Dec 05, 2004

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yawn. effing yawn.

i haven't written anything lately because i've been in one of those phases where all my thoughts are enjoying their lives better inside my head. just don't feel like vocalizing any of them.

14 days.
cain:
Yes...only 14 more days of this hell, darling. Then we can leave. Then think, we will have survived a whole semester. Almost done. Just a few more horrible months until we're gone. That day will not come soon enough...*sigh*

Keep your chin up. kiss
greyandblack:
I think I was feeling the same way lately ....glad that's over.
A sprinkle of both will do us both well. smile

Monday Nov 29, 2004

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if anyone would like to talk about elf with me for hours on end, please send me an instant message, and we will commence to do so. i think jason is tiring of my persistent elf quoting. it just makes me so happy.

thanksgving, yeah yeah, etc etc. i hate forced updates.

2-4-6-8 starts on thursday. timed so i can have 800 on my big...
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codemonkeym:
Please don't eat me. wink

ooo aaa ooo aaa ooo aaa
american_exile:
Its a pirate shirt! and your in it!! love
So, can I say that it doesnt look like you need to lose any wieght? You look really fit and fine in your photos. But I have learned that one should support a girl who desires to diet so I hope that it works well for you. ARRR!!!

[Edited on Dec 03, 2004 8:11PM]
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