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merkat

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Member Since 2004

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Saturday Jan 15, 2005

Jan 15, 2005
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i hate that profile picture.
i feel like i look completely different now.
i must do away with it.
how many days straight must you be inside before you're officially considered a hermit?
anyone?
let me know.

for the past 3 days i have done absolutely nothing but work on a mix cd that i may never even send to the person. i can't decide if this is theraputic or unhealthy or just plain sad.
and whether to send it or not, is another decision i just can't make.
i spend my days on this,
and my nights with my eyeballs glued to the discovery health channel.
my life is boring right now.
i despise having no reason to get dressed and no place to wear my cute clothes and my sexy boots.
my dog's moods so heavily reflect mine.
i feel sort of bad about that.
not having a phone is horrendous.
if i had one, i would spend all day on it because some certain people , somehow, diminish my hatred of phones.
i feel like a bored, lonely housewife.
i miss home and work and life.
i probably should get on selling my books.
but eh.
rxqueen:
biggrin

ive done that before. i went CRAZY (im a perfectionist when it comes to making mixes) making a mixed cd for someone. and i just never gave it to them.
its almost like writing a letter to get out all yr aggression, and never giving it to the person. you get out whats in yr head without having the other person offended.
Jan 15, 2005

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