meridien

beauty flows down the streets softly, calmly without interrupting the heat waves that dance in regulated lines
a slowed hallucinogen that remains through out the days
the intensity without the urgency
up and down
up and down
like electric poles along a stretch of highway

i love riding my bike and being alone in my head except for light thoughts of events that have past...
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my numbness to my environment is a welcome change as well as a disease manifestation that is only now cutting itself out of my skin

things might be made a bit strange because i have a problem that involves geography and alchohol

the mundane in life is becoming more and more appealing, when i do start to miss the ups and downs i hope to have enough sense to go back down

my peace of mind has disintigrated like a log on the fire
( the long and short of it)

god, isn't that the way of it
everything could not be better... then it all just falls apart
... is it so wrong to not want to be the one to pick up the pieces?

these hormones will be the death of me

i'm never alone when i am by myself
by when you are around
who the fuck am i trying to please
(no one wants to make room)

coming across the void is amusement for the masses

these are our lives, recklessly strewn before us
as we watch it all go by, (this is an illusion) billions of seconds spent in confusion

i am such a dreamer...
(i'll stay home forever...)

don't question my authority...
or put me in a box
because i'm not.

remind,
rewind and fastforward

when will this feeling in my stomach go away?