this is what it is:
this spark of life
this pulse of blood
speaks of the presence of life
but is has omitted or forgotten
to include a meaning
is this reason
for a god
a family
a drive to succeed
to distract us from every indrawn/exhaled breath
taking us closer to our demise
what we have known and accepted
will become more and more...
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this spark of life
this pulse of blood
speaks of the presence of life
but is has omitted or forgotten
to include a meaning
is this reason
for a god
a family
a drive to succeed
to distract us from every indrawn/exhaled breath
taking us closer to our demise
what we have known and accepted
will become more and more...
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kid A sends shivers down my spine, this song is a definition of perfection.
i finally broke down and had sex, it was very nice, there is not a whole lot of attraction to him on any level so for some reason this makes me think it will be fine. i sat on his bed for an hour drinking whiskey before i realized i'd better...
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i finally broke down and had sex, it was very nice, there is not a whole lot of attraction to him on any level so for some reason this makes me think it will be fine. i sat on his bed for an hour drinking whiskey before i realized i'd better...
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i so rarely leave my house.
she runs so hot and cold
i might as well leave it alone.
its sad to see your god fall. . .
built up
then he smashes your face
as it all goes down.
oblivious is alright. . .
i'd rather fuck you than anything else up.
i don't need another father
one has proved to be more than...
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alright, life is fine, homones just tend to make people dramatic. fuck hormones
(also, fuck genes).
fuck girls with those stupid lower back tatoos.
fuck people that know you don't like them, but insist on still trying to make conversation with you.
fuck psuedo-hipsters that work at record stores.
(also, fuck genes).
fuck girls with those stupid lower back tatoos.
fuck people that know you don't like them, but insist on still trying to make conversation with you.
fuck psuedo-hipsters that work at record stores.
flowerofromance:
Yeah, these bites are itching like crazy, but it doesn't look like necrosis is gonna set in..at least, I hope not. 
Thanks for checking up on me.
Thanks for checking up on me.
my mother just told me that depression runs rampant on both sides of my family, she waits until now to tell me this?
two suicides, several attempted, the majority have died from alchohol related deaths, or are recovered alchoholics. fuck, this would have explained so much.
with any luck, maybe now i can get some fucking drugs.
sometimes, if feels like life is utterly pointless.
two suicides, several attempted, the majority have died from alchohol related deaths, or are recovered alchoholics. fuck, this would have explained so much.
with any luck, maybe now i can get some fucking drugs.
sometimes, if feels like life is utterly pointless.
davefuture:
yes, the biggies are...
1.) vitamin B12- most vegans have a hard time getting this vitamin because it doesn't naturally occur too often in nature. meat eaters get it in meat because B12 is mixed into feed by farmers. it's important for nervous system health. you can get a vegan supplement or get it in food via nutrional yeast, fortified cereal and soymilk. people notice results quickly after adding the appropriate amount to their diet.
2.) Iron- most women are somewhat deficient in iron, veggie or otherwise. taking a supplement may be benificial or eat more dark leafy greens (as we all should.
3.) Calcium- for bones and muscle health. this one is a no brainer. vegans actually have it easier because our diet is conducive to calcium absorption in that when it enters our body it isn't leeched out by animal protein. we just have to try harder to get it.
personally, i take a multivitamin, a b12 supplement, and a calcium/magnesium supplement. im probably going overboard, but i think that a daily vitamin is important. drop me a line under my journal if you have anymore questions.
David
[Edited on Aug 04, 2005 7:01PM]
1.) vitamin B12- most vegans have a hard time getting this vitamin because it doesn't naturally occur too often in nature. meat eaters get it in meat because B12 is mixed into feed by farmers. it's important for nervous system health. you can get a vegan supplement or get it in food via nutrional yeast, fortified cereal and soymilk. people notice results quickly after adding the appropriate amount to their diet.
2.) Iron- most women are somewhat deficient in iron, veggie or otherwise. taking a supplement may be benificial or eat more dark leafy greens (as we all should.
3.) Calcium- for bones and muscle health. this one is a no brainer. vegans actually have it easier because our diet is conducive to calcium absorption in that when it enters our body it isn't leeched out by animal protein. we just have to try harder to get it.
personally, i take a multivitamin, a b12 supplement, and a calcium/magnesium supplement. im probably going overboard, but i think that a daily vitamin is important. drop me a line under my journal if you have anymore questions.
David
[Edited on Aug 04, 2005 7:01PM]
bjork makes me happy, she is so cute and unassuming.
things actually get better when you don't mood-altering substances, coming off a few month bender makes me feel lucky to finally be straight. fuck all you people who talk shit about those straight edge people, they rock.
i hate scheduling
i do not understand people at all for the most part, or perhaps, i don't care enough
in any case i wish for the most part that i had never talked to anyone, only with very few exceptions. . . and they are very, very few
in any case i wish for the most part that i had never talked to anyone, only with very few exceptions. . . and they are very, very few
fuck, i miss that girl so much, i miss the way her sentances flowed, i miss her quirky little smile
she is everything i could have hoped for, i am still in shock that she stilll even likes me. . .
i would give anything to make her come.
i am such a fucking dork, i want to wake up next to her in the...
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she is everything i could have hoped for, i am still in shock that she stilll even likes me. . .
i would give anything to make her come.
i am such a fucking dork, i want to wake up next to her in the...
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i am so short-termed fucked it is fucking unbelievable
i am very close to getting a great job that guarantee's my internship when i graduate
a friend from home was found dead on someone's couch, i am still in shock, he was young, his parents must be insane right now.
my body goes numb when i think about it, so i'm trying very hard not...
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i am very close to getting a great job that guarantee's my internship when i graduate
a friend from home was found dead on someone's couch, i am still in shock, he was young, his parents must be insane right now.
my body goes numb when i think about it, so i'm trying very hard not...
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a part of me that grows more engorged with every passing day wants to end it all and admit this experiment was simply a mistake from the beginning, that i control nothing, least of all myself.
perhaps we the human race have made this god and this book, it has turned into a self-fulfilling prophocy of the mundane nature of evil unbound and unchecked. ....
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perhaps we the human race have made this god and this book, it has turned into a self-fulfilling prophocy of the mundane nature of evil unbound and unchecked. ....
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flowerofromance:
Thank you...it's essentially the truth.
Thank you...it's essentially the truth. best not talk to loud
i'm not as smart as you require them now
your body breaks
your needs consume you forever
and with this lies
the need to be here together
poetic, no?
why is it that everyone i start out liking i end up hating at least to some degree
life is so fucking fucked up.
i'm not as smart as you require them now
your body breaks
your needs consume you forever
and with this lies
the need to be here together
poetic, no?
why is it that everyone i start out liking i end up hating at least to some degree
life is so fucking fucked up.