So I have come to a few realizations with the help of a previous ex of mine. We talked and kinda had a fight. She told me how it was and I thought about it. Seriously sat down and went over every word of our fight.

I am an idiot for not realizing what I was doing or how I was doing it. I totally...
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Well my mood has not gotten any better, and when I am out everything around me makes me remember her.
It really feels like the universe is laughing at me and tormenting me...

Last night I barely slept a wink. The pain of yesterday was almost too much to bare. I woke up this morning without a shred of motivation or any real want to move. I laid in bed for almost 2 hours looking up at the ceiling wondering why this keeps happening to me. Is it truly too much to ask for one woman in my...
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Currently listening to "Vilify" by Device

Wow, that is really all I have to say about this situation... I have been seeing a girl on and off for the last 2 years. It has only ever been a long distance thing because I'm as poor as fuck. But, the last couple months things seemed to be getting serious again with her.
Then bam today I...
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So it's a Wednesday morning, and I'm sitting here wondering why I keep hitting roadblocks in my life. I was fired on Thursday of last week, over one ridiculous reason. I called in sick, first time calling in as well. I had food poisoning, and I had done everything I could that whole day to get through it and ready for my shift that night....
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It's been awhile, I really haven't been on much. I'm currently seeking help for my borderline personality disorder and this province I am living in has not been the most helpful it seems. Also the City I live in does not have many programs to help someone with what I have. It is frustrating and depressing. Some days it makes me wonder why I even...
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Well been a couple weeks since my last entry, so time to get at it again.

Haven't been on SG much these past 2 weeks. I have been between finding work, and streaming my gaming on twitch tv. I have still yet to start up my youtube channel due to my lack of knowledge on video editing, and graphic placement. Also not having a banner...
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So I have my introduction video up on youtube, it isn't much as of right now. I am new to this whole youtuber thing. I am doing it cause well I have quite a bit of free time as it is and I have been thinking about doing it for awhile.
I still need to create a banner and build a better about me section...
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Today was a pretty slow day over all, I also noticed I have posted a blog pretty much every day the past few days. Went out for a bit of a walk today while the weather was decent. By decent I mean just around freezing but not so cold I was freezing my ass off. Pretty much a boring Sunday in Moncton. I have noticed...
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Well figured I would give a quick weekend update.

Kinda started crushing on someone yesterday I really started to talk to on here. Kinda didn't expect it to be honest. Well I just hope we continue to be good friends at the least cause she seems to be an amazing woman.

Besides that, I'm trying to catch up on my shows. Just about there just...
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