mercie

(This journal is truly meant for one person, and one person only, so don't feel obliged to leave a comment. But do, if you so feel like.)

Jealously. Wrath. How many of the seven deadly sins shall I invoke during this rant? We shall see.

Since I have NO girlfriends with whom to bitch to right now, EVERYONE gets to hear this. I am beyond giving a fuck who else might see it either, since HE obviously doesn't care what I see elsewhere.

I won't name names, because I HATE to be a bitch, but sometimes I can't fucking help it. Why on EARTH would someone string me along when they are obviously interesed in someone else? Do guys get a fucking KICK out of hurting me? And why is it that I am such a goddamn glutton for punishment? - Oh there's another sin, Gluttony. What're we up to, 3 now?- I don't understand how I can't see through that veil of bullshit that guys put on. I think someone is truly genuine and then I see shit that proves otherwise.

What's all the drama about? Well, PERHAPS I am overreacting, but when I see THIS comment in another girl's live journal type place, I can't help but think the worst, now can I?

"So take me by the hand ... and help me understand that i'm the one for you and your .... your the one for me !"

Now let's all remember what a fucking bitch I can be.

It's different if you want to date other people, jesus that's fine, but can we NOT throw it in my FACE? What I don't know won't hurt me, but I know, and it hurts.

And WHY is it that the bitches who seem to fuck me over always come out of white trash fucking Glen Burnie Maryland?? My fucking husband left me for a cunt that is from there. Jesus christ I hate that town. They breed bitches that are somehow more attractive than I.

All I want is to be with someone who won't fucking hurt me anymore.

Fuck you, you know who you are. Quit avoiding confrontation and just tell me you don't want me. I'm sick of this drama. You worry about hurting me, well it's already been done. Just end it. I hate wasting my tears on you.