Saturday Apr 10, 2004

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I am SO SICK of boys wanting to just "hang out" with me and not wanting to BE with me! Or geez, they just want to PRETEND they like me until they get in my pants and then disappear. I mean, I'm ready for a relationship now, HELLO, where are the guys who want to be in a relationship??? Am I gross? Do I have bad breath? Am I too forward? Do I dress badly? Am I too nympho? Am I boring? Am I not amusing? Am I too aggressive? All I ever hear is that guys want an aggressive girl, and when I give it to 'em, they get shy. I'm just about DONE trying to do these things to please people, play these dating games, follow the rules of the game, FUCK THE GAME.

I am going to do WHATEVER I WANT WHEN I WANT because then someone will give a shit, won't they?!?! Murphy's Law runs my life, so if I expect people to NOT care then they WILL.

I mean, my rule is that if you have ten things you look for in a person, just ten things you LIKE, if you get 6 or more then you can DEAL with the ones you don't particularly like or work on them, because the other person probably has a couple things they don't like about ME so why not work on these things together??

I mean, if there's something wrong with me, please tell me what it is, because I'm starting to think my huge alien nipples are scaring boys away.

Baltimore, look out. I'm on a rampage.

Speaking of those Ten Things, I'm going to list mine. Just some things that I FIRST look for in a guy, first glance and first conversation. If you'd like to share YOURS, please do, I'm curious.

1. Sense of Humor. (I LOVE it if a guy can make me laugh all the time.)
2. Tattoos.
3. Piercings. (Lip and tongue being my favs.)
4. Dark hair.
5. Smile. (I love those smiles that melt my heart. You know the ones.)
6. Decent weight of 150-170, above 5'7 that is.
7. Hands (I love those big strong man hands, and I love it if a guy keeps his nails clean, that's so sexy.)
8. Neck-jaw area. (I went over this in a previous journal, its too much to explain again.)
9. Clothes. (I just love the band t-shirt, jeans, and skater shoes look.)
10. Good conversation. (I guess, that is, to say intelliegence, and common interests.)

Now, If I can get 6 of those ten, I can deal. Why do girls have to be fucking perfect to capture a guy's heart? My heart hurts.
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sirenblu7:
Ok So the Only Personality trait that you actualy give a shit about is a sense of humor ... Oh and intelliegence, and common interests witch incidentally is listed last on your list. but even that doesent seem to really matter As long as there's 6 other traits about his image that you can live with...????
Jeezzzzzzzzzus Sweetie hate to call you on it but perhaps you should consider being treated well as one of your expectations.
I mean there's a hell of alot of hot guy's out there with piercings , tattoos, Dark hair, Decent weight of 150-170, above 5'7 , Hands , Neck-jaw area, Clothes And well even that come hither and fuck me smile.
But let me tell you this Darlin NON OF THAT MEANS SHIT If they don't have the integrety and heart to back up the innocent look in those beautyful eye's of theirs!
Ive had it with guy's who suck you in with a total contrived image of Tattoos and piercings or the Goth Hipster Sk8ter sex appeal what ever have you.
Because in reality it's all just IMAGE Baby and with age it will fade so don't be suprised when they only turn out to be Total Insecure Dicks!!!
It's your call but perhaps you should consider why the men you CHOOSE Only "PRETEND they like you until they get in your pants and then disappear."...?

Just some food for thought Though.
whatever

[Edited on Apr 10, 2004 11:30PM]
luna666:
u just need to come back to nyc more often wink

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