mercie

Damn it all to hell. Those jobs i found in the paper were dead ends. I think I may have to resort to stripping after all. At least I always have my body to degrade when in need of money. I have NO problem with my pin up pictures, to me that's an art, the whole process. But I see it as different when one is a stripper, those men who go in there... they want to see naked women and go home and jerk off or fuck their wives/girlfriends. All they're looking at is me as a naked slut. I really don't want to do that but i need money SO badly... it's starting to look like an option, unfortunately.

I just can't take this Blink 182 CD out of my cd player. It's infectious, all-consuimg, so fucking GOOD. Every song they sing is like it comes from my heart! The lyrics to their songs are so great. I'm going to post a new song's lyrics every day this week, and if you haven't heard this album, listen to it. It surprised the shit out of me. I always liked Blink 182, but this just concretes them as one of my favorite bands.

And I'm posting this for someone too, i have a double purpose for putting it here.

Blink 182, I'M LOST WITHOUT YOU
I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this

Question of the day:
Is there a song that can make you cry? (You don't have to explain it, that's completely optional.)

My answer: My Immortal, Evanescence.