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mercie

Baltimore, MD. East Coast for life, yo.

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Thursday Apr 01, 2004

Apr 1, 2004
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I just finished watching Donnie Darko.

It's left me feeling... disconnected. What a strange movie. I knew there was a reason I had to outright buy it without even seeing it.

It's pretty thought-provoking.

And some people think movies are bad for you. The downfall of America. Placing junk and garbage and sex and drugs and murder and hurt into our minds. When it's already there. We just supress it.
* * * *
Silverstein, Giving Up
I know youve played out everything in your mind.
And now you throw it all away.
A shattered memory that you would stay,
through thick and thin with me.

And when you feel the pain,
Im wishing I could stay.
How can I say I love you back,
you never made me happy.
Youve laid yourself to sleep,
I never said this wouldnt hurt.
You gave up everything;
I never said Id give it back.
I know youll never change;
I wont be good enough for you.
I know, youll make it through,
Ill never be around to see.

And now you throw it all away.
A shattered memory that you would stay,
through thick and thin with me.
Youre giving up on me.

* * * *
I think I'm in love, by the way.
This scares me. I don't want to get hurt again. Not ever again. But the question here is, do I live my whole life being scared? Because of one wound? One cut deep enough to leave a scar forever? Hey, scar tissue's harder to cut through, right?

Everyone always takes pictures of happy people, nice places, joyous occasions. Things that make us smile. Does anyone ever take a picture when they're sad? I just did.
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johnnyvine:
Don't be sad, cheer up little camper! I agree, Donnie Darko is a great movie and the soundtrack for it is very good also. iwas looking on your journal for 90's songs, but that must be an older journal entry. Yeah, Il ove harold and Maude, it's such a good movie. Hope things are going better! Take care.
Apr 2, 2004
rxqueen:
aww frown
i've done that before.
actually, one of the most adorable pics i've ever taken was of my ex (when we were still together). we came over to apologize about this weird fight and started crying or whatever. anyways, after everything was better we were taking pics . but he was still all teary eyed. it just made you want to hug him.
like the pic you have up there makes me want to hug you.
i hope everything is alright.
Apr 2, 2004

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