meranda

it's 5:20 am and once again i am awake...this time in the dark...i have work in a few hours so i will going back to bed [hopefully]...

just wanted to write and say that coachella was fucking amazing. i am burned to a crisp on my poor ouching shoulders but it was worth it...i have to get the battle scars anyway y'know.

i was driving home from jesse's this morning and the moon was fricken huge and on the horizon and...i was playing stellastar in my car [we saw them play and got their autographs, woohoo!] and shit i am so madly in love with the lead singer. soooooooooo fricken sexxxy. oh god. i wanted some of those songs to be about me.

it makes me sad to know that i can't have what a want about 95 percent of the time.

plus i had horrible dreams that i can't remember but...i know it had to do with jesse admitting that he doesn't really love me. which is a pretty shitty dream to have after keeping him up half the night in quite the oh state.

phsssssh. whatever. i have never been more confused in my life, about everything, period.

maybe i should just blame the morning.

edited to make whoever reads this wish he/she was me:

a list of the bands i saw-

the sounds
SAHARA HOTNIGHTS [fucking rocked]
stellastarr*
the pixies [yeah...really...]
the rapture
radiohead

and i heard a bit of some others that aren't really worth mentioning.

also...i've never sweat so much in my life. walking out of one of the tents, the 110 degree weather felt cold. it was insane.