meranda

well i am completely freaked out right now. i am such a procrastinator. i am so behind on all of my school work. i'm such a loser i apparently can't even keep up with the assignments for two friggen classes. i just...have a difficult time doing things i'm not in the mood to do. in an ideal world, this would not be a problem. but i realize that a lack of self discipline pretty much is a big problem...no matter what world you live in.

anyway...to make myself feel even better let me list the stuff i have due:
art project due last monday...still not done...plus what i do have done, is practically a different assignment altogether...but that's what i was motivated to work on so...screw it.
art project due today in about thirty minutes...haven't started...
about eight essays for soc that have been accumulating each tuesday over the past three weeks or so. i think i have a test on saturday too.
phuck. my parents still think i'm getting good grades and can transfer wherever i want. i used to be an A student...total perfectionist...totally anal about work...
i think i just got sick of it...taking all that schholwork so seriously buried me and i forot to live my life...
now i'm trying to live but still feeling the flack from not doing what i should have been would have been doing etc...

well i'm off to class...
than tonight jesse and i are going to finish the last two episodes of freaks and geeks and i am going to cry and be sad forever that such a great show got canceled.