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so i'm a fucking moron and spent way too much on ebay the other day. i just mailed off two of the payments and confirmed payment sent on all 4.

now im having buyer's remorse and wish i could take it all back.

and its bullshit too. fucking toys...they are addicting....

I CANT HELP IT!!!!

in the past 2 moves i have broken (well, not me but my step boys, my husband and a friend) like 6 very cool toys i have. i am trying to replace them and i really shouldn't.

i should just let it go. BUT I CANT!!!!!!!

what a fucking dork. its a bad habit...i got to get rid of it.

i need help with my ocd...

i should really go to bed. cori's gramma is coming to stay with us the next 5 days down from iowa...

scary because she is sooooo mean...but shes cool you know.

like how can you really be mean back to an 80 yr old lady??? "LOOK BITCH, THIS IS MY MUTHA FUCKING HOUSE..." yah, right.

last time she came down for our wedding she stayed with us, which was weird anyhow, i asked if she wanted a bacon sandwich (cuz i love pig) and how stupid of me to ask her that...this is a woman who ran a pig farm in iowa forever...shes the master of making bacon!!!

i somehow fucked up the bacon and she didnt let me hear the end of it...i mean it fucking went on for HOURS!!!! it apparently was too brown and crispy...well thats how I LIKE IT!!

shes scares me. but cori is excited she is coming. so that is all that matters. and k and tuck are way fucking excited!!! it will be good for them to see her again.

i am really not liking the black eyed peas...ciara...50 cent...get them the fuck off the air...

thats it. i gotta go.


OMFG! its finally raining!!!!! shit looks a little scary!