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if you want something a little more worth your time, read the last entry.

but for now...

today's phrase: you fucks!

this weekend's going to be one big insane fucking time

and i'm going to love every minute of it.

everybody to the limit, everybody to the limit!

all I can do now is chuckle evilly at the time to come. hooray for birthdays.

see...
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orchid1:
It was good to meet you too, I think I've run across your diaryland page before. How funny. Hopefully I'll run into you at another get together.
thursday:
w00t
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.something from the tablet.

where to start

you can't help but start where you are, automatically present at point A, "A" for arbitrary because you're there even if you don't want to be, constantly stuck where you are with the faint idea that there could be a point B, something possible only if you could leave point A, a futile task because, yes, you are...
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mobprod:
Hey homes! I think I may be out on the sushi deal. Apparently we're throwing a surprise b-day party at our house for a friend on Saturday night, so I'm not sure what the hell I'm going to be doing. Regardless, I can't afford the luxury of going out for sushi at the moment. Not until I get another spot of work. I hate that. If nothing else though, hopefully I can sneak away to Stewd's for a while, or if it's too crowded maybe I can bring some people back to my place...
dutch123:
There is something very special about you. I hope you know that.......... wink
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suprise!

yeah, hey, so I lied about not updating. because I'm updating. right now.

pardon me while I quiver from the gorgeousness that is clara and her cookie eating hotness. purrrrr...

sorry. momentary distraction. here's the deal. e. oh. I'm in santa cruz, at my brother's messy surfer-infested apartment, hanging out under what appears to be a trapeze and what most definitely is a crazy...
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mia:
hey, yay, so you want to go to the next show, eh? well, the good thing is that it's on friday! the poopy thing is that it's in Vancouver, but if you would be a willing fan to drive all the way out there for little 'ole me.. that would be grand! I'll put up some details about the show on the calendar.. when I get them.. I hope you had fun on your trip. yay. till we meet again.
swingkitten:
Yes, you can look forward to being called a dork again.
I will call you dork either until you cry like a bitch, or I get too drunk to remember what I was doing and wander off.

Most likely the latter. I'm planning on some serious drunkage this time.
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Agenda Items - Special Return of the Dragon Kicking Chuck Norris' Ass Edition
1.) Agenda Items
2.) Conglomerate
C.) Fond Farewell
4.) Other/Check In

BigDirtyS is something akin to humanity achieved. Nala is always more dangerous in person. I apologize to John for his wounded breasticle, that was mean. I'm not apologizing to Josh, because I know you still had fun and could have knocked...
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pyratwilly:
while you enjoy surf, sun, burger, sushi, and family, I enjoy a quiet little Midwestern thunderstorm... maybe someone was listening to that little sermon I made and is now actually trying to flush it all away? One can only hope.... when you get back, we oughta talk - there's been a development in my plan to get to PDX. Hope your weekend is going well, talk to you soon.
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do you remember when they promised you your dreams? when they told you the world would be just and give you all that you would want? do you remember the day that you were promised everything?

do you remember the day that they took it all away? the time when that one event, that one person drained you of your wishes and hopes?

perhaps it...
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thursday:
the one who gives it takes it
the one who leads trails behind.
you can trust no one but you yesterday cuz today's possibilities are limitless.
joubee:
God left ME alone a long time ago.........but no worries........satan picked right up where he left off.
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somedays all you have to show for yourself is the space where a little bit of skin used to occupy on the tip of your finger and a slight headache.

my only real thought is on how tired I feel, and that's never interesting.

oh, and I'm not looking forward to getting too little sleep again due to working in the morning tomorrow.

Damn. working...
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thursday:
re: kick more ass than an octopus at a donkey punting party...

i love the way your mind works...
joubee:
Yes............you are living the american dream.........mommy and daddy never told us the fine print concerning the notion that we could "be anything we want to". What the hell is WMD? I live alone too....it sucks la bete........other than the two ferret I live with but they won't fuckin' pay rent for the life of me.
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Agenda Items -- Super Crane Style Edition:
1.) Agenda Items
2.) Preamble
3.) The Dismissal of Sgt. Fuckhead
4.) The Continuing Effects of a Convoluted Situation
5.) A Moment of Observation
6.) Metaphoric Meandering
7.) Ahoy, Mateys.
8.) PostScript

I, Mephausto, promise the funk, promise to keep this promise I'll keep the funk. Always and forever, WE funk.

For a while now, Sgt. Fuckhead and...
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thursday:
miss you
demigauge:
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quick note format... begin!

the boyfriend went to arizona but I've decided I don't want it/sgt fuckhead will be dismissed shortly/I'm feeling much better/MistressXXV is a new kindred spirit/my apartment smells a less like sick boy night sweats today/it has been a very, very tragic day and I'm exhausted with all of it/I know I promised to talk about pyratwilly but that's still going to...
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joubee:
Whats a bvd? Am I dumb? I have no idea exactly what you just wrote as I have just begun reading your journal and have no fuckin' clue what you are talking about......something about heroin and nutella? Anyway, I have some compliments and peppermints in my pocket for you little boy. R u cumin to Sushi?
clara:
Here, pouty: http://www.villagephotos.com/viewpubimage.asp?id_=2126670
smile

[Edited on Apr 09, 2003]
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ugh. I feel masticated; broken up and mashed into malleable goo, swallowed up and bathed in acid, congeiling with others in the same state, forced down uncomfortable passages and bathed in swamp gas until the muscle is brought down to pressure me into facing the hard, porcelain-reflected light of day and the shock of being dropped into cold water, then taken as refuse and washed...
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amber5:
glad you kids had some fun. sounds like you need to have fun more often. youre too cool to be feeling shitty so often.
i've never seen audition, i've heard some fucked up things about it.
so yeah, thursday night would be good if yer around, could poss. due friday but ya never know what crazy things happen on fridays. lemme know. peace.
mistressxxv:
You are one hep cat. I thoroughly enjoyed the coffee and conversation. Next time we'll do bowling!!!

I saw Audition in the theater, it really turned my stomach. I'm not much on the gory side of S & M.