to inform you all on the happenings of my life at this juncture, to fill in the blanks between my sparse and brief entries would be ludicrous--ludicrous, i say--but to not communicate something from the strange and fantastic kaleidoscopic tornado i find myself floating in would be a criminal offense (in forty-two states, officially) and thus here we embark on the patient and incoherent of...
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I have an update, a journal entry for everyone!
I just don't have it right now. Stay tuned.
I just don't have it right now. Stay tuned.
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polly:
*holding breath*
orchid1:
tease.
I'm here, yeah, still here, don't worry, don't zzzzzzzzzzzzzz ..........
(real entry soon, goodnight)
(real entry soon, goodnight)
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stewd:
Delaware!
We're... in...
Delaware...
We're... in...
Delaware...
thursday:
i hear you've secured a dwelling for pyrat and yourself. w00t!
re: the male body?
re: the male body?
Return of the Living Agenda 5/27/03 (but only by a few minutes.)
1.) Agenda Items
2.) Harbinger?
3.) Refridgerated Life
4.) "Sucks to your Ass Mar"
5.) Heat & Moisture
it's because it's hanging over my head that i'm anxious, not because i watched it approach, gather up form and function in the darkness until the supple, mysterious shape stood there, just moments away, unbeckoning...
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1.) Agenda Items
2.) Harbinger?
3.) Refridgerated Life
4.) "Sucks to your Ass Mar"
5.) Heat & Moisture
it's because it's hanging over my head that i'm anxious, not because i watched it approach, gather up form and function in the darkness until the supple, mysterious shape stood there, just moments away, unbeckoning...
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joubee:
My dear my dear my dear,
Your voice on the phone is such a nice tone,
your face in person ain't got me cursin'
Your suicide boys ain't no toys............
Your voice on the phone is such a nice tone,
your face in person ain't got me cursin'
Your suicide boys ain't no toys............
louise:
HEY! that was odd and bizarre. and i was sweating bullets. SWEATING BULLETS. because of you! RAR!
but i suppose this means we can hang-out for realz now
but i suppose this means we can hang-out for realz now
nine hours of sleep in forty-eight hours time, making thirty-nine hours of functional time.
the good news comes in the form of something like nine hours of amazing dream-laden sleep last night
though i'm still feeling like i could nap for a few more hours.
oh, and i slammed my toe into the floor hard last night nearly tripping away from what the corner of...
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the good news comes in the form of something like nine hours of amazing dream-laden sleep last night
though i'm still feeling like i could nap for a few more hours.
oh, and i slammed my toe into the floor hard last night nearly tripping away from what the corner of...
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mistressxxv:
I've decided to skip passed the intervention, but if we hook up on Friday I'll fill you in.
She's a bit more than a day away.
Outside of Touchstone Coffeehouse, name another really good coffee place, maybe one with cafe food for me to take her to first thing off the plane.
She's a bit more than a day away.
Outside of Touchstone Coffeehouse, name another really good coffee place, maybe one with cafe food for me to take her to first thing off the plane.
pyratwilly:
brother mine, I know of what you speak. Far too often have I found myself coming to the s l o w realization that I've been awake for more than 40 hours. The feeling of falling asleep after being awake that long is what I think lethal injection must feel like - a kind of slow, narcotic, hazy, beautiful sink into total unconsciousness. Mmm - I'm going to be tortured by that before too long here. Pie sounds really good right now.
i have very, very pink shoulders now. and i love having pink shoulders.
i'm on my porch, the sun is nearly down leaving the sky a darkening blue, and the various noises of my neighbors are counteracted by the TooL and NIN coming from the stereo in my living room. "...I'm a hunter and a fisherman, trying to remember but it makes me dizzy..." somehow...
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i'm on my porch, the sun is nearly down leaving the sky a darkening blue, and the various noises of my neighbors are counteracted by the TooL and NIN coming from the stereo in my living room. "...I'm a hunter and a fisherman, trying to remember but it makes me dizzy..." somehow...
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jurasic:
Are you going to eat some sushi wednesday???
demigauge:
i might be shooting some photos sometime soon heh...if all goes wel
things are looking up
tends to happen when you fall over, though.
tends to happen when you fall over, though.
corvus_pdx:
As in, 'head-over'?
mistressxxv:
So, I had an intervention last night on behalf of myself. If you don't see a new journal entry by the end of today, remind me to post about the intervention....
let me preface this by saying that if I had $8000.00 right now, I'd be purchasing both the Monopoly and Simpsons pinball games... but, alas, I do not, and can really only begin saving for one of the two... and it's a very, very tough choice.
tonight I had a marvelous evening of conversation, sushi and dessert with MistressXXV. it was very good to be...
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joubee:
Sorry I sucked last time.......we all suck sometimes...no excuses. Anyway, I'll be at nocturnal tonight if you are not working? I forget if you work Thursdays....lets set up lunch again if anything for next week. I just finished a huge test...WOO HOO.
rickroyal:
Nah. Not illegal. Perhaps immoral, but that'd be judged by someone other than myself.
Hmm, the Grimes episode. I agree that it was an amazing piece of writing; I can certainly see why it would be a favorite. I kinda liken it to the Buffy episode "Normal Again," which had Buffy wake up in an insane asylum; it was perhaps the best episode they'd ever done (certainly the most literary), but it wasn't really a Buffy episode. Much of the appeal was that it broke the rules of the show. The Grimes episode is much the same way, as you well put it.
I'm not sure if that qualifies as a quibble with the episode or not. I enjoyed it and watch it whenever it comes on. But. I don't know. I just kinda put it to the side when considering favorite episodes. Strange.
And, yeah, have to agree that the son of Grimes episode was worthless.
Hmm, the Grimes episode. I agree that it was an amazing piece of writing; I can certainly see why it would be a favorite. I kinda liken it to the Buffy episode "Normal Again," which had Buffy wake up in an insane asylum; it was perhaps the best episode they'd ever done (certainly the most literary), but it wasn't really a Buffy episode. Much of the appeal was that it broke the rules of the show. The Grimes episode is much the same way, as you well put it.
I'm not sure if that qualifies as a quibble with the episode or not. I enjoyed it and watch it whenever it comes on. But. I don't know. I just kinda put it to the side when considering favorite episodes. Strange.
And, yeah, have to agree that the son of Grimes episode was worthless.
I inherently distrust any sort of compliment, thought I may still enjoy the praise. I cannot afford to think of myself in any sort of accomplished light since thes types of thoughts will not maintain the level of functionality that I prefer. If I were to relax on myself, that is to say gather my laurels and say I'm all right, I would cease the...
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joubee:
i lost your e mail address. Are you calling me tonight yo? You shoudl come out with me and Kristian...he's so nice....and you are so nice........and we are all so nice.
thursday:
i don't have your number anymore. *tsks self for losing something so valuable* email it to me at your earliest convenience.
so i've snuck into your dreams huh? anything note worthy? i'm always curious about how people dream me. i used to have a boyfriend that dreamt about me dying all the time. strange.
so i've snuck into your dreams huh? anything note worthy? i'm always curious about how people dream me. i used to have a boyfriend that dreamt about me dying all the time. strange.
damn. that just caps my day off. had a decent entry all written and fucked up and lost it all.
i'm going to go play video games and go to bed.
somedays anhedonia gets me upset.
stay away from the milkman, and goodnight.
i'm going to go play video games and go to bed.
somedays anhedonia gets me upset.
stay away from the milkman, and goodnight.
jurasic:
That sux...done that before...I guess my pictures were deleted from the site so I posted one of your photo's...JuraSic style~
rickroyal:
I know advice isn't what you're looking for, but you should really write your entry in a text editer first. Especially if you're writing the long, interesting enteries I've come to expect from you.
Anhedonia is difficult for me to even comprehend. I can't imagine experiencing it.
Anhedonia is difficult for me to even comprehend. I can't imagine experiencing it.
just intrigue