mephausto

I'm going to fuck it all off
yeah
one by one I'm going to
leave alone
those things in life left to leave
to abandon
to lose further faith in
slowly becoming the american dream
of a disaster on two legs
because one day I'll find it
and lose it
and that will be that
just one final glory high of living
then preparation for nothingness
strapped into the dogma of the insane
just to be comforted by oblivion
and it won't be a drug
and it won't be a woman
and it won't be a single thing
but a choice
to let everything go
and finally drift off
far away with the stream
until I'm sinking
sinking to where the light doesn't shine
and darkness dares not to tread
once again it's time to forget and find release
so tonight i'll pray to nothing
and keep the fire burning inside
to mantain
until the day comes
that I find myself submerged
enveloped
and comforted
by a free fall descent
of absolute release