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Sunday Mar 16, 2003

Mar 16, 2003
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I had written something here then stupidly closed netscape in a fit of bad cosmic convergence. it was something very nice and now it's gone. just like dinner, or the trash after dinner, or whoever just passed away.

I did save something, though, in my talk about planing young pine saplings in the shadows of burned elder trees: I was like delivering babies in a graveyard, having both ends of the cycle all in one place, as it always is, was, will be, and all that.

it was a very beautiful, zenly spiritual, and tiring day.

so here with the moon high and filling, I muse only this: could it be that in the end beliefs are only based on preconceptions? dogma seems like it's own self collapsing cycle.

"there's nothing on the top but a bucket and a mop and an illustrated book about birds, there's a lot up there but don't be scared, who needs actions when we've got words?"
rickroyal:
Cyclical things frighten me; they ensure that regardless of what is done, good times shall not last and bad times lay ahead. Of course I'm of the belief that I've built up a rather sizeable karmic debt, so that may weigh on my mind.

Sorry to hear about the loss of an entry. I typically punch the wall until my knuckles bleed when I lose something to the cosmos. It keeps me on my toes.

And, yes, poly ever seems to make more sense.
Mar 16, 2003
anonymouse:
Oh, I hate losing stuff I write. Once, when I was in the school computer lab, I unchecked the little box at the login screen. So when I wrote the longest entry I had ever written, it disappeared because SG had logged me out. Now I keep that box checked, but I always copy the text just in case.

I think I've probably written longer entries since then.
Mar 17, 2003

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