I am so sad and discouraged. All I want to do and all I talk about is going to school. I want to learn how to customize cars more than anything in the world and I cant afford to go to school. Every time I mention a school to my dad he shoots it down. My finacee is supportive but I dont feel like I will ever get there. What do I do? Will I ever get to where I want to go in life? I dont want to be stuck where I am right now. What I would give to have this. FCUK people say all the time in the world I say not enough time I only live once I dont know when I am going to die or what is going to happen as the days go by. 