meooww

Dont you hate waiting to hear something. I am waiting for these people to call me about this job I really want and I am so fucking inpatient. Ya know my dad has been gone now for two months but the pain is not going away. I wish there was something I could do to make the pain go away. I know he wouldnt want me to be sad or upset but I cant help it. My dad and I were very close, he was a wonderful dad and he was my best friend Ya know young adults now a days take there parents for granted but if there is only one thing I learn in the life I am living it is that there are few people in your life time that you will meet that will love you unconditionally and the two I have been able to count on my whole life were my mom and dad. I have lost someone that is very dear to my heart and a piece of me will always be missing. I love you dad and thank you for everything you have giving me!