hey guys...
I've been so sad last days, months, maybe years...IDK, i think there's something in my heart that just die.
I always do my best to make my beloved ones laugh and happy, but at the same time i'm asking me why can't I do the same thing for me?! and why people says that they're there for you if you need to talk and bla bla bla...but they never rly do that, they just listen to your problem and say "I don't know what to say" or "i rly want to do something for you, but...". Damn, I always do my best, why you can't do that too?! it's too hard??! if someone need a help, I think about everything that he could do, and I don't care if you gonna spend 4h talking with me about something that make you sad.
I miss talk with my best friend about that,he's the only close friend tha t i have.
Today I saw some pics of a friend that I miss, and there's a kind of light in her eyes, i rly don't know how to explain that, it's like when someone is happy and you can notice that just looking at her eyes, bright eyes. And, I want to ask her "how did you get that?! i want it too"
there's a hole in my heart...
last days i cried so much =/
Pls, Ms Sandman, make me sleep forever.
I've been so sad last days, months, maybe years...IDK, i think there's something in my heart that just die.
I always do my best to make my beloved ones laugh and happy, but at the same time i'm asking me why can't I do the same thing for me?! and why people says that they're there for you if you need to talk and bla bla bla...but they never rly do that, they just listen to your problem and say "I don't know what to say" or "i rly want to do something for you, but...". Damn, I always do my best, why you can't do that too?! it's too hard??! if someone need a help, I think about everything that he could do, and I don't care if you gonna spend 4h talking with me about something that make you sad.
I miss talk with my best friend about that,he's the only close friend tha t i have.
Today I saw some pics of a friend that I miss, and there's a kind of light in her eyes, i rly don't know how to explain that, it's like when someone is happy and you can notice that just looking at her eyes, bright eyes. And, I want to ask her "how did you get that?! i want it too"
there's a hole in my heart...
last days i cried so much =/
Pls, Ms Sandman, make me sleep forever.
slave2thegrind:
Sorry we aren't closer
I would be glad to talk to you! It makes me sad reading your blog... It is so much easier helping others than it is ourselves. Anytime you want to chat send me a message 
I would be glad to talk to you! It makes me sad reading your blog... It is so much easier helping others than it is ourselves. Anytime you want to chat send me a message 
meoow:
thank you, it means a lot 