menulis

life = ocean

It's three thousand thirty.....

Last night was very healthy for me. I got to do some drunken fight club action with RJ and beat out a lot of the frustrations I had been holding in. I just can't do that too much. heh.

I need direction, people. All you anonymous masses, or any lurkers who just graze over this, give me direction, please.

Until then,...
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Thus shall ye think of all this fleeting world:
A star at dawn, a bubble in a stream;
A flash of lightning in a summer cloud,
A flickering lamp, a phantom, and a dream.

-- Diamond Sutra
(as translated by A. F. Price)

Argle.

I WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS AGAIN

who knows.

Today I feel a little better. Yay.
Tonight I have to work. Not yay.

So very very not yay, truth be knwon.

I need some coffee. Brain more eloquent after coffee.
ungh.

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Well, maybe it won't be so eloquent. I have no idea what to do tonight. I REALLY should be studying, but.... I don't wanna. Good reason? No. I still have about 3/4ths...
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It's hard to find yerba out here unfortunately, or else I would try it.

Other news - I, on a normal day, would say I'm falling into a depression. All the factors are around me. Nobody to extend my affections towards, nobody to curl up with, the world (in my eyes, at least) about to go to hell in a handbasket....

I don't know. I...
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argh. so much to do, so little time. woke up to see what i figured would happen - republicans 0wn now. IF MORE THAN 45% OF THE PEOPLE CAME OUT TO VOTE IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT, YOU LAZY FUCKS.

with that all said and done...

I want some coffee. Badly.
my secret crush is feeling down. i know the reasons all too well. urgh....
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Ha. I wake up, and Patrick nailed me with a snowball.

It is all explained here.

Cute.

How I woke up, however, wasn't cute. Someone was ringing my doorbell like crazy, and I wake up all groggy from bed wondering what the fuck is going on. Then they start KNOCKING on the door, so I'm walking down the stairs half asleep in my pj's, and...
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Dear world,

Today, well, today I discovered something neat that I thought I had lost in a fog a while ago. It's rad, can kick major ass when needing to, and doesn't cost a dime.

I found me again, and I'm going to try very hard not to let go again. I'm a bitch to find when I lose myself.

To celebrate, Skinny Puppy tat...
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Blargh.

I have to cram a lot of information in my brain in a short amount of time. The pressure is fun, but tiring nonetheless. Gotta do it though, or else all hopes of defending civil rights will go down the tubes.

It's been an odd day. I'm in one of those moods when I just say what's on my mind, regardless of it being...
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