It's hard to find yerba out here unfortunately, or else I would try it.
Other news - I, on a normal day, would say I'm falling into a depression. All the factors are around me. Nobody to extend my affections towards, nobody to curl up with, the world (in my eyes, at least) about to go to hell in a handbasket....
I don't know. I need a change of venue, and soon. So far I have four options in my head - Seattle (again), Portland, somewhere in Nevada, and Philadelphia. I just... I don't know. Maybe it's my lonliness trying to convince me that a move will bring about some good mental health, maybe I really do need to move. All I know is all damned day today I have been in/near the slumps, and that's really not like me at all. I wish I could figure it out.
Doubting Thomas fits my mood perfectly right now.
Other news - I, on a normal day, would say I'm falling into a depression. All the factors are around me. Nobody to extend my affections towards, nobody to curl up with, the world (in my eyes, at least) about to go to hell in a handbasket....
I don't know. I need a change of venue, and soon. So far I have four options in my head - Seattle (again), Portland, somewhere in Nevada, and Philadelphia. I just... I don't know. Maybe it's my lonliness trying to convince me that a move will bring about some good mental health, maybe I really do need to move. All I know is all damned day today I have been in/near the slumps, and that's really not like me at all. I wish I could figure it out.
Doubting Thomas fits my mood perfectly right now.
-sarah