mentalonmorphine

So I think I've been drawn back to the SG world. I haven't been looking at too many pictures. It just makes me feel bad about having a gut. LOL.


So I have a new guy. We officially met on February 8,2008. We've been officially dating since March 21, 2008.

We said I love you.


He is absolutely everything I want.

The only unfortunate thing is that he's kind of broken. You figure out what that means. But at least I could tell him that I'm a little disappointed by it and he's actually taken the care into looking into doing something about it.


He sends me sweet messages. He made me dinner and even bought candlesticks to put on the table.

He is so fucking pretty it's not even funny. He has the most gorgeous eyes.

He gels his hair and wears button up shirts when we go out.

We like to lie around naked.


One night I asked him to rub my back. I don't know how long he did it for. I either fell asleep quite quickly, or he was doing it that long that it put me to sleep. Either way, it was amazing.


I feel complete trust in him. When I ask him to do something, I don't feel like he feels like he's being forced.


I haven't been able to cry in a long time but I feel the tears behind my eyes.


How lucky have I been to have found this?

He's almost like -him- but in so many ways: better. And I have all the little things back.



*sigh*

:]