menstrualslushie

i keep thinking maybe if i say it loud enough
perhaps people will realize
that the only reason there is animosity
is because we decided it was negative.


He didn't kill himself to get away from his problems
He did it to learn the next lesson.

I still forget why I'm here sometimes
Thankfully
I have someone around to set me straight.
Too tell me
I'm am not the princess I imagine
But rather
I'm the girl with spiders in her hair
Dirt on her dress
And bodies in her closet

I wake up in the morning
Look in the mirror
And repeat this anthem

" I am nothing.. To anyone..
Except myself.. And with the reality I create
I will forever be immortal
In my own dreams"

Daisies will bloom
And burn
in the Texas sun
And with every fallen petal
I will pray
That I can be half the person
That begs to be let out
Underneath my skin.