so i post this because i haven't posted anything in five days...
nothing is really going on...
CHB was suppose to have a concert last night...
but since the guitarist is out of the country... God's joke picked up the slack..
i didn't go because i didn't have enough gas money to get there and back...
so me and Matt sat around my apartment and just sort of stared at each other all night going crazy..
we don't do well if something isn't going on
matt said he was angry because nothing seems to be "expanding his mind"
i ask him if there were days that he woke up and just felt enlightened... and he said no..
this made me very sad
.. at least twice a month.. i wake up.. and the whole day is like an acid trip..
the sky is BLUE and grass is GREEN and everything looks different and special as if my little noggin put its own special touch on reality that day..
i guess its just the days that my Brain decided to make enough serotonin to dumbfound a horse..
but can't the chemical reactions in the brain still be of your own manifestation?
ok thats all i can think of... i'm going to go play neopets now ( i know.. i'm a nerd...but i can't help it i LOVE little kid games give me one of those 5th grade interactive learning c.ds and i will be amused for HOURS.. and sometimes they can be hard!)
Edit: DAMMIT.. i thought the DFWSG party was tonight.. but it was last night.. i'm such a re-tard... i guess i really didn't have the money to drive there anyway...ohwell...FLUCK!
nothing is really going on...
CHB was suppose to have a concert last night...
but since the guitarist is out of the country... God's joke picked up the slack..
i didn't go because i didn't have enough gas money to get there and back...
so me and Matt sat around my apartment and just sort of stared at each other all night going crazy..
we don't do well if something isn't going on
matt said he was angry because nothing seems to be "expanding his mind"
i ask him if there were days that he woke up and just felt enlightened... and he said no..
this made me very sad
.. at least twice a month.. i wake up.. and the whole day is like an acid trip..
the sky is BLUE and grass is GREEN and everything looks different and special as if my little noggin put its own special touch on reality that day..
i guess its just the days that my Brain decided to make enough serotonin to dumbfound a horse..
but can't the chemical reactions in the brain still be of your own manifestation?
ok thats all i can think of... i'm going to go play neopets now ( i know.. i'm a nerd...but i can't help it i LOVE little kid games give me one of those 5th grade interactive learning c.ds and i will be amused for HOURS.. and sometimes they can be hard!)
Edit: DAMMIT.. i thought the DFWSG party was tonight.. but it was last night.. i'm such a re-tard... i guess i really didn't have the money to drive there anyway...ohwell...FLUCK!