memyselfandi

O.O *Dies of cute*

the black ones are my favorite! there's a little guy in my neighborhood.. he's got a red harness.. so damn cute!

you have 3! are you crazy!

hope you had fun at your wedding.. and didn't think about me too much

i'm going to get absolutely loaded .. i'm leaving my office now.. going to the irish pub down the street.. i got your 2nd eml, and i'm not sure how to respond yet, so ... i'll see if you're around later this evening, maybe i'll have something then

hope you had a good evening. good luck with your busy day ..

the painting i mean...isn't it me with kitty ears? i have ears already, so a painting of me with ears wouldn't be so unusual. teeheehee

bummer.. stupid ebay taking up time! i'm home now! yippy!!!

OMG! you have no idea! we've had all sorts of computer, internet & phone problems today.. my hands are numb, and my skin feels like its crawling off my bones.. its been just a little stressful today.. but i'm almost done! thank gawd!

you MUST see my pictures from Star Wars! haha!

my coffee doesn't taste right today.. seriously.. its strange

It's nice to know that everyone doesn't think I am mean and evil. I guess I've always been idealistic in the past and it has never worked out for me too well. I've changed so much in the last 10 years, some good, some bad. I used to be more trusting and more selfless, but I also used to have virtually no self esteem. I've gained self confidence, but at the same time I have lost some of that nicer side of me. I do pride myself on my sarcastic wit though I'm starting to think that people never know when I am joking or being serious. I am often misinterpreted, but I guess everyone is. It is just so strange how your perception of yourself can be so different from the way that other people see you or even how you actually are.

i got a rental carpet today, and sent it to pick you up.. but you weren't there... hope you had a wonderful evening..

thanks hon...i just got a wild hair or something
glad you liked them

if you can't be safe on your bike then i'm going to have to just take it away....you wouldn't want that now , would you?
sorry i've been so distant today....just trying to get stuff sorted out here.

one more thing... have you ever heard of the band Terminal Bliss? they seem like somethin you might like... feel better

i'm completely neurotic about my hair.. so when i got there i had decided to keep the "long" hair.. so i just wanted her to trim it.. you know.. like a 1/2".. 1" at most.. then she started cuttin.. layering, and i'm pretty sure i lost at least 2".. i'm just neurotic.. it looks better.. i guess, i just need to get used to being shorter so to speak. i'll post some pix by the weekend.. and you'll probably say "it looks the same"

terminalbliss.com you can play a few pieces of one of their albums.. you might like 'em

night

don't be sad doll.....i am ok.
just had to get some stuff out of me...
i really hope you keep writing as well...i really enjoy reading it.

I think I'm pretty secretive in general, but you know, you get to the point that you know what your spouse is going to say anyways, so why bother telling them? He's quite a bit older than me and much more grounded, and my flightiness and weirdness drives him nuts, so I'm probably doing him a favor by not telling him...Oh, and I can't stand him, that probably plays a part too...

I've never been in your situation, as far not knowing ones self, but it might be because I'm not as introspective as I should be...Your confusion is probably much more healthier than my lax attitude...You know I'm always here if you need to talk to someone...

awww...that was beautiful hon.

and i think i threw back like ten for you

that isn't even counting the ones i had for myself