memyselfandi

I have some friends that got married in a sunrise ceremony on the beach in Ocean City last weekend. Yesterday, they had a giant party to celebrate. They live way out in the country on some farm land. There was plenty of food and booze, and a giant tent, and a bonfire. Everything was beautiful, and I had fun; perhaps too much. I drank alot of beer, and when I got home last night: . I'm hurting today. I havn't had a hangover like this in a long time! Hmmm. I had a rough night.

Ugh! That's it. I'm getting out of this funk. I've been sitting around all morning feeling like a zombie. I'm going somewhere, and I don't care where.

Well, things didn't get better. I went out with high hopes of doing something fun and exciting, but the day just didn't go my way. I ate lunch, and it made me feel even worse. I ended up back home, and took like a 2 hour nap. It's amazing what a 2 hour nap can do for you! I'm feeling much better now, but I can't help but feel like I wasted the day away. At least I managed to change the strings on my guitar, now I can make some noise.


i can't take it anymore
this it i've become
this is it like i get
when my life's going numb
i just keep moving my mouth
i just keep moving my feet
i say i'm loving you to death
like i'm losing my breath
and all the smiles that i wear
and all the games that i play
and all the drinks that i mix
and i drink until i'm sick
and all the faces that i make
and all the shapes that i throw
and all the people i meet
and all the words that i know
makes me sick to the heart
oh i feel so tired...

- The Cure