I was driving to a relative's house last night, and got to test out my stunt driving skills (not that I wanted to.) I was cruising along a rural, two lane road, and came up over a blind ridge. As I did, there were cars stopped where they shouldn't have been stopped. As I slammed on the brakes, it was clear at this point that...
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kiki_michelle:
OMG! you have no idea! we've had all sorts of computer, internet & phone problems today.. my hands are numb, and my skin feels like its crawling off my bones.. its been just a little stressful today.. but i'm almost done! thank gawd!
kiki_michelle:
you MUST see my pictures from Star Wars! haha! 
So, you could have only one super power, and you had to choose between the power of flight, or the power of invisibility. Which one would you choose, and why?
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kiki_michelle:
my coffee doesn't taste right today.. seriously.. its strange 
go2hellkitty:
It's nice to know that everyone doesn't think I am mean and evil. I guess I've always been idealistic in the past and it has never worked out for me too well. I've changed so much in the last 10 years, some good, some bad. I used to be more trusting and more selfless, but I also used to have virtually no self esteem. I've gained self confidence, but at the same time I have lost some of that nicer side of me. I do pride myself on my sarcastic wit though I'm starting to think that people never know when I am joking or being serious. I am often misinterpreted, but I guess everyone is. It is just so strange how your perception of yourself can be so different from the way that other people see you or even how you actually are.
The other day, I argued that the process of making art was not as important as the final product. Ever since then, Ive been trying to figure out what makes the final product good. Its one thing to look at a piece of art, and find it pleasing to the eye, but thats not always what makes it successful. I think all good art challenges...
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kiki_michelle:
i got a rental carpet today, and sent it to pick you up.. but you weren't there... 
hope you had a wonderful evening..
hope you had a wonderful evening.. 
cretinfamily:
thanks hon...i just got a wild hair or something 
glad you liked them
glad you liked them
Yesterday, after work, I decided to go mountain biking by myself. Usually, it's a good idea to ride with someone, but if you're alone, you should be a little more cautious. I was not. I guess you could say I was feeling it, but I was flying. Anyway, I was having the best ride, and then one hour in to it, I had a...
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cretinfamily:
if you can't be safe on your bike then i'm going to have to just take it away....you wouldn't want that now , would you?
sorry i've been so distant today....just trying to get stuff sorted out here.
sorry i've been so distant today....just trying to get stuff sorted out here.
For the extremely limited number of you who actually care, I'm doing pretty well with his whole introspective thing. Last night, I went looking for answers deep within a bottle of bourbon. While I had a few revalations, I didn't find everything I was looking for. I appologize for any and all drunken emails I may have sent.
I had this argument this morning with...
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kiki_michelle:
one more thing... have you ever heard of the band Terminal Bliss? they seem like somethin you might like... feel better
feel better
kiki_michelle:
i'm completely neurotic about my hair.. so when i got there i had decided to keep the "long" hair.. so i just wanted her to trim it.. you know.. like a 1/2".. 1" at most.. then she started cuttin.. layering, and i'm pretty sure i lost at least 2".. i'm just neurotic.. it looks better.. i guess, i just need to get used to being shorter so to speak. i'll post some pix by the weekend.. and you'll probably say "it looks the same"
terminalbliss.com you can play a few pieces of one of their albums.. you might like 'em
night
so to speak. i'll post some pix by the weekend.. and you'll probably say "it looks the same"
terminalbliss.com you can play a few pieces of one of their albums.. you might like 'em
night
Where is the man inside?
Where in the hell did he decide to hide?
I looked through every word I wrote
And every line I drew
I looked in every brush stroke
But I could not find the guy I knew
Not in these old emotions
For theyre just history
After thinking for a while
It became clear to me
What was hard to find...
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Where in the hell did he decide to hide?
I looked through every word I wrote
And every line I drew
I looked in every brush stroke
But I could not find the guy I knew
Not in these old emotions
For theyre just history
After thinking for a while
It became clear to me
What was hard to find...
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cretinfamily:
don't be sad doll.....i am ok.
just had to get some stuff out of me...
i really hope you keep writing as well...i really enjoy reading it.
just had to get some stuff out of me...
i really hope you keep writing as well...i really enjoy reading it.
alyk:
I think I'm pretty secretive in general, but you know, you get to the point that you know what your spouse is going to say anyways, so why bother telling them? He's quite a bit older than me and much more grounded, and my flightiness and weirdness drives him nuts, so I'm probably doing him a favor by not telling him...Oh, and I can't stand him, that probably plays a part too...
I've never been in your situation, as far not knowing ones self, but it might be because I'm not as introspective as I should be...Your confusion is probably much more healthier than my lax attitude...You know I'm always here if you need to talk to someone...
I've never been in your situation, as far not knowing ones self, but it might be because I'm not as introspective as I should be...Your confusion is probably much more healthier than my lax attitude...You know I'm always here if you need to talk to someone...
I felt her flawless face was wet with crimson passion filled my mind with tears fell upon my brow was tensed I sensed cold steel on my temple was filled with the anti-christ was too much to ask for she was mine.
cretinfamily:
awww...that was beautiful hon.
and i think i threw back like ten for you
and i think i threw back like ten for you
cretinfamily:
that isn't even counting the ones i had for myself 
"I wouldn't sell my bike for all the money in the world. Not for a hundred million, billion, trillion dollars!"
Pee Wee Herman
Pee Wee Herman
cretinfamily:
i'm still deciding on my last person....damn i keep switching my whole list around....
love your journal entry
i'm still deciding on my last person....damn i keep switching my whole list around....
love your journal entry
user209834982:
thanks 
Maybe I told you too much
Maybe I let you know too many things about me
Maybe I allowed you into my thoughts just a little too far
Maybe it really doesnt matter
It felt nice
It felt natural
It just felt good to feel
Thanks for that
-J
Maybe I let you know too many things about me
Maybe I allowed you into my thoughts just a little too far
Maybe it really doesnt matter
It felt nice
It felt natural
It just felt good to feel
Thanks for that
-J
cretinfamily:
you know what?
you make me smile way too much....
you make me smile way too much....
They say that scent is the strongest sense tied to memory. You know, like that deodorant commercial? Anyway, I was running some errands yesterday, and in passing, I caught the smell of someones perfume. I couldnt tell you what kind it was. The only thing that registered in my brain at that moment was Ruth Ann.
So, who is Ruth Ann? Shes a girl I...
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cretinfamily:
you will stay...i do need some more lackey type things done though...
if you want i can make a list
if you want i can make a list
kiki_michelle:
well, my ache is subsiding.. and it's pouring outside 
i love it! i want to go run down the street and jump in puddles!
too bad we weren't closer.. i'd have you push me to ride til my legs fell off! are you more into the technical stuff or just distance on paved trails?
i love it! i want to go run down the street and jump in puddles!
too bad we weren't closer.. i'd have you push me to ride til my legs fell off! are you more into the technical stuff or just distance on paved trails?
I'm a little embarassed to admit this, but I just saw The Dukes of Hazzard, and it was the
best
movie
ever.
I giggled like a schoolgirl through the entire movie. I'm still giggling now just thinking about it. If you ever watched the tv series as a kid, you must go see this movie!
best
movie
ever.
I giggled like a schoolgirl through the entire movie. I'm still giggling now just thinking about it. If you ever watched the tv series as a kid, you must go see this movie!
alyk:
Did Jessica Simpson's blinding-white teeth distract you at all?
kiki_michelle:
I went & saw Charlie & The Chocolate Factory, cuz I heard the Duke's sucked.. so now there's one point for the movie
I am convinced more and more everyday that Walmart is the DEVIL, and must be stopped.
On a lighter note, I rode my bike this morning before work. Ten miles in tha rain and I feel clensed...refreshed even. The only bad part was that I had to stop and come to work.
On a lighter note, I rode my bike this morning before work. Ten miles in tha rain and I feel clensed...refreshed even. The only bad part was that I had to stop and come to work.
alyk:
Have you ever seen those old guys who stand on the corner with signs protesting walmart? I saw those fuckers constantly while I was in the midwest...I have no idea why they're protesting, but I always wave anyways...I think I just like to wave at people...
cretinfamily:
wal-mart is the devil...haven't you seen the demon children that he birthed there? always screaming and crying....little fuckers. 
i love the rain!! rained here yesterday...mmm
i love the rain!! rained here yesterday...mmm