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i'm getting really sick and tired of not being happy,and bitching and moaning allll the time.
so, my brother is an asshole [he's a ford mechanic] and makes me pay 300 dollars for my car, but fixes his girlfriend's familys cars until they're pristine. my brakes barely fucking work and he refuses to work on them. he also told me today that me and my...
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jury duty today BLEW.
so it was pretty much
little old me reading a great big book on jim morrison
and 27 [i think?!] 50 year old people.

buaha.

i got picked for a suspended lisence trial,
and convinced the jury that the kid was not guilty.
they went with my decision, and being the youngest
i won hahaha..
so i got this ill kid...
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so i get a text message tonight from WFNX saying
that i won two tickets to see the cinematics in the FNX
studios in boston..apprently theyre doing a live accoustic set
and i get to chill with them..


WHO THE FUCK ARE THE CINEMATICS?
..anybody wanna buy some vip tickets?

don't get drunk in a car with a girl who's had her lisence for only a month.


..because you'll most definitely end up
in sherbourne. WHERE THE FUCK IS SHERBOURNE?

..i don't know dude.
god bless jager bombs, parrot bay and retired cop cars.
g'night!

so it's bad enough that ive been talking to ian,
but today i lied to everyone and had an amazing...
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tommorow i'm finally getting my half sleeve coloured in. doug hired a new apprentice, this lovely guy named dyson. all my friends are friends with dyson, and i'm trying to get close to him..thismight be my foot in the door. but yeah, tattoo time tommorow!

i honestly have the worst fucking allergies EVER.

i went to claudeea's apartment last night, broke a glass trying...
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420 started at midnight by buying a new bowl (sativa!)
danny buying a pocket pussy..
getting high on 495,ending up at boosh's house in
north chelmsford.. got to denny's in nashua at like.. 3:30, 4ish..
didn't get back to astrid's till 6:30 or so..
slept a few hours, smoked a fat honey blunt on the rock..

and it didn't end until midnight of 4/21.

...can...
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so telling ian to kick rocks was the best fucking decision i've ever fucking made. i'm better off old and alone then with some pretentious scene boy who's going nowhere with his life. if you cringe when your significant other starts going off, rambling about something, then honey.. shit ain't right. i'm kinda pissed i gave the ring back, i coulda pawned that shit.. too...
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We found your man he's drinking up, he's all-american.
And he'll drive.
He's voluntarily graced to end your life,
He'll tidy up,
It's sad to hope leave your shell to us,
You explode,
You firefly, a tiny boat with all,
Further on the world tilts back and poison pours.
And so, your satellite.
You're a tidal wave, you're a big surprise.

I said loved you...
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how come?
how could you do this?
you're so goddamn gorgeous
you're so goddamn selfish
i love you to pieces
kiddo, i'm dying
i'm tired of crying, ok?



hey, it's ok
i love you the same like when were just kids
oh, babe, it's just me
i know we don't talk much
i love you... please stop this
just stop this, just stop it, just...
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