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Thursday Dec 30, 2010

Dec 30, 2010
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last blog of 2010! september 2011 will be five years on SG.. I've made so many good friends on here, even dated (once and never again haha!) someone off here.. so i'm thinking..I wanna shoot a set! Yup. biggrin

Vanna Suicide, well see what 2011 brings. iI've been bugging Miss Benevolent to shoot for me. I'm also waiting on my babygirl Heather to get her ass to Boston and do another shoot with me. If anyone knows of any rad photogs in the Boston area, hit me up!

Life in general has been pretty sucky to be quite honest.

1. my (ex) best friend sucks - she's been living in colorado for the past year and a half, and this christmas was the first time she's been in Boston since.. I refuse to fly (im terrified of planes) but we've been texting, calling, and skyping legit every fucking day. I decided that I would plan a party for her at the bar I work at, as a welcome home kinda thing.. she picked the date, the theme and everything and had literally a months notice.. and doesn't show up. whatever she's just been a pretty lousy friend in general, so im fucking done.

2. my ex sucks - i'm not gunna lie. i have a plethora of dudes that would love to take me out on a nice date, or just meet up for a beer, but im so stuck on this one guy. We had one of those awful 5 year relationships in a couple months.. and I can't get him out of my head. Everything from the stupid scar on his stomach, to his blue eyes, to his obnoxious laugh, stupid rap music and the smell of weed in his bed.. which was our bed for awhile. My heart just breaks a little more and more every time i talk to him. It FUCKING SUCKS. Remember the time I dressed up like a little 1950's housewife and brought you over home-made apple pie and beer? Or the time we went to that show at McGreevey's and you were so proud to call me your girlfriend..even when my ex was there? When you met me and we both felt like we've known eachother forever? Remember when you told me you loved me.. So here's to you, M.B. I still love you. Hope you have a rad New Years and can forget me, I won't be forgetting you.

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it's a shame that we have to part
but don't think it was the distance that tore us apart
you're beautiful only goes so far
cause in the end it comes down to who you are
i guess now i know the truth
this never really did mean much to you
and you can try to defend yourself
but i know, i knew that there was someone else
remember the night you said we need to talk
things aren't working out i said so what
it's not like they ever did ever will ever could ever should
so let's enjoy what time allows and maybe we can
fall in love again somehow but the doubts outweigh the past
back when we wanted things to last so i guess here it ends
years from now we'll only say we were never friends
no words i have left to say except i hope
to see you again someday.

you may hear some things i say
but i promise you're hearing them all the wrong way
i didn't mean half the things you heard did you honestly
think i wanted to make things worse
i thought when you left you'd disappear, but i'm losing my mind
cause you're still here. i can't sleep and when i can i don't want to
wake up cause i know you'll be right there
i just want you to go away, but at the same time i want you to stay
i miss everything that made me hurt and i miss giving you the attention
you didnt deserve. and i'm just making more mistakes, everything i touch
seems to break, except you you're invincible and i'm not and i just feel
like the one you forgot. you're leaving this town forever and god knows
i'll try to forget her, but i will i will remember that when we kissed the camera turns.

you never said, never said to me but your words mean as much
as nothing could ever mean, you never said never said a thing but you did
but i suspect i never listened, the things you say, the things you don't say
the long days, take it the wrong way, i can't take this, i fucking hate this
the words just pile up to be concealed by the touch of your lips.

and what you want and what i have are two different things but can't we work it out somehow?
-BORN WITHOUT BONES.
this song really says it all about you.




3. the state of massachusetts sucks - DUI'S ARE NOT FUCKING FUN. POINT BLANK. surreal

this band is ruling my life right now.
BORN WITHOUT BONES





xo.
hope you all have a safe, happy and healthy new years.
..dont drink and drive either!
..vanna loves you.

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my arms look so beefy in this one. hahaha.




VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
benevolent:
im your friend!!! come to CA pretty please! and ill shoot you a set!!
Dec 30, 2010
memry:
.. i don't fly girlfriend. you know this! tongue
Dec 30, 2010

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