time to clear my head.
in the past few months i have:
- fell in love.
- broken my heart, and someone elses.
- almost lost my job.
- managed to save said job, and gain a second.
- officially got lisenced as a massachusetts bartender.
- took my septum piercing out.
- closed up my 1/2" plugs, which i miss terribly.
- turned 22 in september. eek.
- come to terms with my drinking problem.
- learned to love myself.
- saw my life through a different lens.
- worn 4" heels and didnt bust my ass.
- seriously considered cutting my waist length hair.. multiple times.
- pissed my pants from laughing. legit. hahaha
- got a dermal anchor in my throat, which has almost been ripped out multiple times.
- got a parking ticket.
- called someone a cunt and meant it.
- made over 250$ in six hours.
- felt beautiful.
- felt hideous.
- relived my past.. not such a good thing.
- watched my only sibling get married.
lately, my head and heart are in two different places... its time for a major change.
xo,
vanna.
in the past few months i have:
- fell in love.
- broken my heart, and someone elses.
- almost lost my job.
- managed to save said job, and gain a second.
- officially got lisenced as a massachusetts bartender.
- took my septum piercing out.
- closed up my 1/2" plugs, which i miss terribly.
- turned 22 in september. eek.
- come to terms with my drinking problem.
- learned to love myself.
- saw my life through a different lens.
- worn 4" heels and didnt bust my ass.
- seriously considered cutting my waist length hair.. multiple times.
- pissed my pants from laughing. legit. hahaha
- got a dermal anchor in my throat, which has almost been ripped out multiple times.
- got a parking ticket.
- called someone a cunt and meant it.
- made over 250$ in six hours.
- felt beautiful.
- felt hideous.
- relived my past.. not such a good thing.
- watched my only sibling get married.
lately, my head and heart are in two different places... its time for a major change.
xo,
vanna.
Congrats on getting your bartender's license.
I lost my septum ring last weekend....didn't realize it until almost 24 hours later but was stuck at work, so then it was too late to put it back in. I'm sad. I feel strange without it. I've had it for what feels like forever.
I stopped wearing 4" heels hahaha
thank you! bartending is super fun, i love it. i know how you feel, ive had mine for.. almost eight years now! its definitely strange without it.
hahaha andddd 4" heels = wedding. i cant rock that shit just anyday!