So i saw Nora last night before she left, and I totally fucking blew it. Kinda like how I totally blew it with Kyle, and Kyle C, and Ian..On the bright side, She could choke for all I care.
It seems if I like someone, I always blow my chance somehow/move far away/they pretty much hate me.
But if someone is into me, 99.9% of the time I probably hate them and wish they would just leave me alone.
I don't think there is someone compatible for me out there!!
Today me and Matty D are crusing around in my red Ford Explorer in Harvard Square, going to catch some bubbletea, smoke some blunts and blast Weezy. I'm pumpeddddd. I found 70$ in change the other day, I don't know if I want to get my half sleeve finished, start the stars on my chest, or tattoo the angel/devil cupcakes on my shoulders. Decisions, decisions. I also need a fuckin' jobbbbb, and I should probably start going to those AA meetings..
My life is always gunna be nothing but a huge mess! blehhhh.
Merry Sunday,
Vanna xoxo<3
(barely legal Vanna..I think I was sixteen?)
It seems if I like someone, I always blow my chance somehow/move far away/they pretty much hate me.
But if someone is into me, 99.9% of the time I probably hate them and wish they would just leave me alone.
I don't think there is someone compatible for me out there!!
Today me and Matty D are crusing around in my red Ford Explorer in Harvard Square, going to catch some bubbletea, smoke some blunts and blast Weezy. I'm pumpeddddd. I found 70$ in change the other day, I don't know if I want to get my half sleeve finished, start the stars on my chest, or tattoo the angel/devil cupcakes on my shoulders. Decisions, decisions. I also need a fuckin' jobbbbb, and I should probably start going to those AA meetings..
My life is always gunna be nothing but a huge mess! blehhhh.
Merry Sunday,
Vanna xoxo<3
(barely legal Vanna..I think I was sixteen?)
But if someone is into me, 99.9% of the time I probably hate them and wish they would just leave me alone.
human nature sweetie, your not interested in what's easily acquirable, you desire the difficult or un-acquirable, and once you've got ahold of it - you probably won't care for it anymore
I just want something........i can never have...
(NIN)
understanding human nature is very beneficial...it teaches you that the laws of attraction, and their consequences....are not entirely your fault
and i smoked blunts ALL weekend
and craigslist.org is good for job hunting