memry

i have become nothing but a pure alcoholic.
last night i got drunk at work, 5 beers deep and beat
two guys in our nightly "drinking contest".
i proceded to call astrid and have her pick me up in the parkinglot at work,
because for once i was smart enough to not bomb down 2a obliterated.
duffey drove and somehow we ended up at my neighbors
house, who was apparently having a party..

so 5 beers, 2 bowls of nice headies
and 3 games of beruit later..

i have a headache.


and i decided for my 19th, after the boston tattoo convention [who's going?!]
i would like to venture off to montreal to have my first adventure at the bar.
[i'm going to the Boston Tattoo Convention the 8th, let me know if your going!]


im also trying to
work up the balls
to just buy holly a bouquet of flowers
and take her stargazing.
wish me luck.




..today at 345pm, i was driving, almost hitting the concord prison.
i was stopped at a stop sign and something told me to stay put, even though there was no oncoming traffic. i looked to my left, and a huge oak tree tangled in telephone wires
fell, approximately 2 inches away from the front end of my truck.
so to whoever was watching over me today, i thank you.
you saved my life.