memry

I remember when we were just sixteen and dreaming.
Drinking in the basement, just shouting and screaming.
Listen to our favorite records all while thinking,
Some day were gonna be there on stage all singing.
Remember breaking hearts and getting hearts broken?
Lying to our parents on what we were smoking?
Solving all our problems with bottles and women?
Even though we knew were better off without them.


This is all fake!
This is not me!
This is me!

We're all getting old and getting stoned.
I'll write backwards, what's going on?
I've said this right from the very start.
I know my heart wont get in the way.
And I hope to god that they'll take me away
My foot is stepping out the window.
My foot just stepped out the window.

Can you hear them screaming?
Oh god! oh god! oh god!




..me and ian are back together.
we've both grown up
so much, and now were growing
back together.<3






...nikki and casey left.
and i couldn't
even bring myself to say goodbye.
im such a pussy, im so happy right now
that i don't want to face reality, because
i know that her moving is making me really
upset. so nikki & casey, if your reading this:
i love you both with all of my heart.
and goodbyes are forever.
this isn't forever.

we will meet again<3