memry

he asked for my hand in marriage.

I remember when we were just sixteen and dreaming.
Drinking in the basement, just shouting and screaming.
Listen to our favorite records all while thinking,
Some day were gonna be there on stage all singing.
Remember breaking hearts and getting hearts broken?
Lying to our parents on what we were smoking?
Solving all our problems with bottles and women?
Even though we knew were better...
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so ive spent every single day for the past three or four weeks with him.
no one wants to see us back together, but it doesn't matter what everyone thinks.
if you have someone who you can spill your guts to, that will willingly snuggle and kiss you to sleep everynight,and give you the cutest little looks ever.. im falling in love all over again....
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i had court on the 16th..
SIX MONTHS UNSUPERVISED
NO LIMITATION PROBATIONNNNN.

so, commonweath of massachusetts: BLOW ME.<3

I know you spent your money to see - what you hear on cd.
This isn't just a waste of time. Addictions made me smarter, but you can't be high all the time.

They say what doesn't kill the soul, will make it harder, but you can't - be a stone hearted man.
And do you realize why you apologize; well, it's not your fault...
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today would have been our three year, 2 month mark.


you're like a drug.
i've been withdrawing
for so long,
but the taste is too sweet
to throw it all away.
you know how hard i'm working
to give you up, but
it brings a smile to your face
to infect my dreams with your
voice every night.

i grew balls.
I GREW BALLS.

I...asked...
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so my brother has been driving me to my tattoo
appointments in saugus, which is a good hour away.
so it's fine, h'es seven years older then me, and we
never get to talk or hang out or anything.

so why the fuck does his lame ass girlfriend
have to go with us? i hatttteee her.

fuck you susan.

grrrrrr


edit://
my appt. got cancelled...
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weed weed weed
doin' coke
drinkin' beers
drinkin' beers, beers, beers
rolling fatties, smokin' blunts,
who smokes the blunts?
we smoke the blunts!
rollin' fatties, smokin..

"hey man, can i get a nickle bag?"

fifteen bucks
little man
put that shit
in my hand
if that money
doesn't show
then you owe me, owe me, oh!


my jungle loveeee
oh-ee-oh-ee-ohhh
i'd like to get to...
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whats good.
my lawyer is fucking sweet.
i should be alll fucking settttt.

maybe i'm just in an optimistic mood because
"here comes the sun" just came on after he left.
chyeaaaaaa!

i worked a 13 hour shift at o'nattys last night, and i'm never pulling a fucking double again.
ever. that was MISERABLE. i made lindsey come on a mini bowl ride with me...
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i have a meeting with my lawyer thursday.
i owe him 14 hundred dollars..
i just signed myself up for middlesex.
ten fucking classes.
administrative medical assisting
english comp. I
transcription for med. assisting
basic clinical skills
medical terminology
medical care in health & disease
clinical skills for special procedures
clinical laboratory technology
andddd
into to psychology I.

and 40+ hour weeks at work.

so...
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