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i fucking LOVE glassjaw. (and miss them..)
And...
Am I worshipping or am I tributing?
Crumbling, ripping and failing.


Welcome to Hollywood girl.
Wake the fuck up in Hollywood whore.
Combine the throbbin' in my head
With the rhythm of my fucking feet.
Say a novena for all those lost
And read the bloodstains on the sheets.
I've whored myself for less than this
And...
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in the past few days i've almost
gotten put in framingham
women's jail because
of my association with ian.


i've started one chapter
in my life
and today i'm closing it..


welcome to the new me. biggrin
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so delish tattooist = love
we smoked a quarter apple blunt
and had the best kissing sesh ever.

best kiss i've had in a long time.

trophy scars played in ashland at the VFW tonight,
and it was honestly fucking incredible.
the bassist from ABC bought me a 40 and bought
kay a bottle of parrot bay.. drove around with him..

we got wasted in my...
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suckad:
See what I said, I told you to go for the tattooist. aha yeaaaah tongue
memry:
oh honey, i'm going for it! biggrin
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a tattoo apprentice.
he has both sleeves and a chestpiece.
he wants serial killer portraits
on his back.. big greenish grey eyes.

"hope.." is tattooed on his hand.

he calls me gorgeous.

the love of my life
is in jail, but i'm slowly
getting more and more
turned on by this tattooist..
just by the way he looks at me..
and sends me text messages...
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onewithall:
attraction can be intoxicating and confusing
but what you make of it is your choice smile
suckad:
Go for the tattooist. screw the jailbird.
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Ian's still in jail.
it's making my heart
hurt more and more
each day that he's in there.

on another note,
i completely fainted/
had a mini seizure
from hitting a 3 foot
bong last night..


WTF IS HAPPENING TO ME?! whatever
bastian:
whoa dude. it sounds like vicondin and wine might be a bad idea. I'm still down for that bubble tea though.

you let me know.
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ian's in jail.
and the last words he
mouthed before they took him away
was "i love you, i'll be out soon".


he gets out mid july unless we have $1,040 cash bail.



please god,
bring my baby back home to me.
make sure he's safe. and make
sure he knows he's loved and coming
home to rest in my arms.




FREE IAN MCGRATH! frown whatever
bastian:
Whoa. I think this calls for some bubble tea on me. Wait, who is Ian?
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claudeea:
so uuuuhhhhh when we gettin married?

sexy party is this saturday love! bring who you want, lingerie is the strict dress code.
bastian:
Cruel WORLD!!!!

Of all the weekends to be in NY and not cambridge.

I suggest you go to harvard square next saturday for a bubble tea. I'm buying.

PS. My deepest sympathies about the nose ring. that sounds... painful. although the blood might have been kind of cool.
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i'm getting really sick and tired of not being happy,and bitching and moaning allll the time.
so, my brother is an asshole [he's a ford mechanic] and makes me pay 300 dollars for my car, but fixes his girlfriend's familys cars until they're pristine. my brakes barely fucking work and he refuses to work on them. he also told me today that me and my...
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onewithall:
ooo sweetie i'm sorry things are in the low valley at the moment frown
i believe you will be resting on the hill again soon....smoking someone else's cigarettes and being happy smile

and yes it is very mind boggling to think people still have issues with bi/homosexuality, but then again....there is a lot of stupid fucking people out there frown mad

kiss
bastian:
When it rains it pours. I feel like I'm there too. How can I help?
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jury duty today BLEW.
so it was pretty much
little old me reading a great big book on jim morrison
and 27 [i think?!] 50 year old people.

buaha.

i got picked for a suspended lisence trial,
and convinced the jury that the kid was not guilty.
they went with my decision, and being the youngest
i won hahaha..
so i got this ill kid...
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onewithall:


so i got this ill kid off tha hoooook.



that is fucking awesome hun biggrin good for you! smile

as for the rest......it seems you have things under control, and your words go together nicely blush kiss

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so i get a text message tonight from WFNX saying
that i won two tickets to see the cinematics in the FNX
studios in boston..apprently theyre doing a live accoustic set
and i get to chill with them..


WHO THE FUCK ARE THE CINEMATICS?
..anybody wanna buy some vip tickets?
kiss
suckad:
haha i have no clueee who they are either. and no. I'd rather not hah
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don't get drunk in a car with a girl who's had her lisence for only a month.


..because you'll most definitely end up
in sherbourne. WHERE THE FUCK IS SHERBOURNE?

..i don't know dude.
god bless jager bombs, parrot bay and retired cop cars.
g'night! kiss

so it's bad enough that ive been talking to ian,
but today i lied to everyone and had an amazing...
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onewithall:
sounds nice hun! smile
put i'm gonna kick rocks anyways shocked biggrin