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onewithall:
or dismiss luv as the fabrication it is
a swirling mix of chemicals and conformation
and then look at all around with new eyes
a playground full of beautiful things

and if some of these things are lucky...
you might actually get to know them smile

that ink is painfully beautiful, if i was always striving to be unique, i'd copy it! biggrin
memry:
<3 heavy heavy low low.
and that honestly is
one of the most beautiful tattoos i've ever laid eyes on.

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i have become nothing but a pure alcoholic.
last night i got drunk at work, 5 beers deep and beat
two guys in our nightly "drinking contest".
i proceded to call astrid and have her pick me up in the parkinglot at work,
because for once i was smart enough to not bomb down 2a obliterated.
duffey drove and somehow we ended up at my...
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now send me to amsterdam
a million scarlet letters all up inside my hands.


i want your confidence
i want an accident

baby baby baby
you're making me crazy
baby baby baby baby
you were no accident..





half sleeve is finished on friday.
if anyone knows anyone in MA that will do
"sub-dermal" dermal anchors, please let me know!
love


oh, and jayney's
new set is...
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and just when i thought my heart couldn't break anymore.
but i'm over it. enjoy your new slut.


..i'm getting my half sleeve finished on friday! biggrin
and uh..i'm lonely. let's party?
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I've decided tonight, I'm staying alive,
Just kicking and screaming.
Tonight, I'm staying alive,
Blood boiling and streaming.

There are things far too dark to comprehend.
Sleep on it, one more night.
One more night.
My sad old friend.

Alive! I'm staying alive.
Kicking and screaming,
Blood boiling and streaming,
Staying alive.

do do do do do do do..
THE WORST IS OVER..



the feeling...
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next wednesday i will be in the white mountains (<3)
and i'm getting pink diamonds tattooed on my hips,
smoking lots of joints by the jackson falls,
making my mother buy me margaritas at dinner,
and getting shitfaced in a jacuzzi with emma.

what's fucking good?


oh, and
if you haven't noticed
i'm fucking single.
and miserable.
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LOOKING FOR:
someone who won't write me
love letters while in incarceration; then
regurgitate all of those words back at me.

someone who won't lie
and tell me they love me when you know they're fucking around.

someone who is down for a nice fat j, stargazing and sipping tequila
out of a thermos, on a hot summer night. with good conversation.

someone to get...
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suckad:
Alright, you talked me into it <3
onewithall:
hmmm.....i always "sick" inked on one foot
and "fuck" on the other
so that i could giggle ever time i look down in the shower biggrin shocked
hehe, i think i may have grown out of that, but something along those lines would be nice thank you smile wink
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i'm so in love.
with a boy
who might
not make it
past his 22nd birthday.
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yesterday,,

I BROUGHT IAN HOME WITH ME! biggrin

that month just made our love
stronger then ever.. were ready to figure our lives
out.. and we want to talk about getting married.


no words can honestly describe the way he makes me feel.
expecially holding him after a month away..
ian douglas mcgrath, till death do us part babe. love
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i went to the
house of corrections today
to visit ian..
i couldn't get in because i'm on probation
(fuck the system!!)
but his father was there and
delivered a few messages for me..

i guess when his dad said i was in the waiting room
his eyes got all big and he kept standing up to see if he could see me..
and he...
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onewithall:
smile smile smile smile smile smile