I want some kind of change. Wether it be minor like my hair or a new peice of facial jewlery or some new hole in m body or something huge like a crazy unplanned vacation... Some kind of change something new.... Blah... Walked 7 miles today. Went to target. It was such a nice walk too. SO MUCH SUN!!! I got a slight burn but the nice cool breeze made it all wonderful!!! *lol* Going to buy a couple bikinis tomorow. Not at my goal but fuck it. I have lost 23 pounds and need a reward plus want a new suit and some more motivation. Plus I have fabulous boobies and need to show them off some more and not hide them in t-shirts. *lol* Today I almost caused an accident. For reals no joking. Some guy was rubber knecking me while the kiddos and I were waiting for the cross walk to signal us to walk and almost hit the car in front of him that was turning into the gas station... What a self esteem booster... My boobies are FABULOUS! *lol* Derek thought it was hilarious and the more I think about ti it TOTALLY IS!!! *lol* The power a little cleavage has over people! *lol* It's humorous!!! As bad as it sounds it woudl have been fucking incredible had he hit the guy turning... *lol* Just an experience I wanted to share.... *lol*