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I am so happy. I've been listening to a lot of Voltaire lately. "Ooky Spooky" to be exact. Awesome cd. Some Cruxshadows. Well, Jason & i are taking things slow. I still have my reservations about this. I am nervous. It's been a while since I have been someone nice to me. And I remember what he called me last year. Some mean words. But it's going great. And he is being nice. But he said I can still see other people. How fucking awesome is that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But then he said, he couldn't cause it's unfair to the person he liked. Then that made me feel like poo. But heck. Still I can see other people. *Opens up little black book*

Everything is going great so far, I hope this goes great for once. And my cat is pregnant. Fucking whore. I hope she has pretty kittens. Halloween was great. I dressed up as a geisha girl. Went around all day dressed up and people stared. fuck them. But I got a lot of complients.

Then about the party situation, I found out my stalker was going to be there. I did not go there. So, I just watched zombie movies with my friend Sam. He is so awesome. I heart him. Then we played rock band, Guitar hero, soul calibuer, elder scrolls oblivvion. It was great.