memnoch86

I'm tired and im going to shut down. it fucking imposable to be happy, ive tried so mant different ways. none have worked. the one i've realy loved is moving away (my ex), and my new gf is becoming a flop. she would at first show me all this compashion and now she ignors me, and doesnt call or even tell me that she loves me anymore. i feel like im in a hole, and the more i try to get out the more the wall s give away and i land on my ass again. alone in the dark, its so cold here .the darkness is my only friend......