okay I KNOW I SOUND LIKE THE MOST SICKLY PERSON EVER:
but it's just been a really rough couple months. College is killing me. in high school i wasn't like this. goddamn the greatest city in the world putting such stress on my body.
anyway I have one more update: I fainted again today and i think i hit my head cuz it hurt a...
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but it's just been a really rough couple months. College is killing me. in high school i wasn't like this. goddamn the greatest city in the world putting such stress on my body.
anyway I have one more update: I fainted again today and i think i hit my head cuz it hurt a...
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Well that was an update on my mental state. this is a brief update on physical.
SO i just went to an internist because i've been having continued pain far after the healing time of surgery. And a hernia was ruled out. she doesn't think it's infection because i would look worse but she did blood work (new track mark) and we will know in...
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SO i just went to an internist because i've been having continued pain far after the healing time of surgery. And a hernia was ruled out. she doesn't think it's infection because i would look worse but she did blood work (new track mark) and we will know in...
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krrn:
Low carb diets= bad!!!
altough I know exactly what you mean, I USED (key word) to be on Atkins and I ate everything.
Low Carb is still bad.
[Edited on Apr 13, 2005 8:16PM]
altough I know exactly what you mean, I USED (key word) to be on Atkins and I ate everything.
Low Carb is still bad.
[Edited on Apr 13, 2005 8:16PM]
krrn:
OH MAN all these diets!
That's right though, SB isn't as bad. I do the whole no white bread thing sometimes, I need to be stricter now about it though.
That's right though, SB isn't as bad. I do the whole no white bread thing sometimes, I need to be stricter now about it though.
so i felt like i needed to update this for the sake of updating.
I don't know where my head has been lately.
i feel like i wasn't actually living last week.
looking back all i see is sun and a bloody heart that was ripped out during a drunken brawl that left both of us defeated
(and for once i don't secretly declare myself...
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I don't know where my head has been lately.
i feel like i wasn't actually living last week.
looking back all i see is sun and a bloody heart that was ripped out during a drunken brawl that left both of us defeated
(and for once i don't secretly declare myself...
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freyja__:
i think you need to come walk in the park with me to cheer up.
pav:
LInk didn't work? weird. It was a link to the author Oscar Zeta Acosta. Basis for Dr. Gonzo the fat samoan attorney in real life. Interesting author in his own right. Definitely not Irish tho.
hermits unite!
hermits unite!
i woke up and i was so comfortable. everything seemed right with the world.
which was in great contrast to how i went to bed: in pain and confused.
Isn't it amazing how sleep can heal all.
brand new day.
ANYWAY had so much fun at the SGNY gala. yall rock my world.
now back to laying about in my so uncomfortable that it is...
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which was in great contrast to how i went to bed: in pain and confused.
Isn't it amazing how sleep can heal all.
brand new day.
ANYWAY had so much fun at the SGNY gala. yall rock my world.
now back to laying about in my so uncomfortable that it is...
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freyja__:
you sure are young on your website.
i hope it's outdated..
i hope it's outdated..
freyja__:
my brain stopped working in the shower once.
right before i blacked out and hit my head on the faucet.
i hope you don't have the same luck.
right before i blacked out and hit my head on the faucet.
i hope you don't have the same luck.
i can't get the pictures to work.
DAMN IT
but it's okay because today was beautiful.
and spring makes me happy.
DAMN IT
but it's okay because today was beautiful.
and spring makes me happy.
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freyja__:
thanks for coming out last night.
i hope to see you again soon, cutie!
i hope to see you again soon, cutie!
thelibra:
yaay 
see you soon!
see you soon!I"M BACK! with avengeance. Done dealing with the nyu bureaucracy, A little power is a very dangerous thing. Fuckin megalomaniacs. If any of you know Grace Clemmens please send her some hate mail. Or a dead baby. Something disturbing. SATAN! yaaaargh 
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ANYWAY. I feel really good right now. Spring is here. Seasonal depression is lifting. And everything is turning up Meghan. Hopefully. Knock on...
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ANYWAY. I feel really good right now. Spring is here. Seasonal depression is lifting. And everything is turning up Meghan. Hopefully. Knock on...
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chitin:
How do I know that name? What does she do?
And will I have to deal with her while transferring?
And will I have to deal with her while transferring?
thelibra:
I've heard that NYU is ridiculously bureaucratic. I'm glad I avoided that route. Ick.
friday: fun, wine, girls night sex and the city style, ate food, saw an amazing play: Rebel Verses Festival at my theater company. I should have said something about that to promote it but i'm narcisistic and siince i wasn't in it i didn't think about it.
i'm really high sorry if this doesn't make sense.
on saturday i felt really weak and i couldn't...
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i'm really high sorry if this doesn't make sense.
on saturday i felt really weak and i couldn't...
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chuckgelman:
Self-promotion:
Meat:
Meat:
chuckgelman:
There's no need to split hairs dear.
So today was my first day back in studio and man oh man i didn't realize that it would take that much out of me. I could barely do yoga or movement and i was just too tired to function.
AND IT WAS PAINFUL
So i said to myself, "self, why don't you take a vico or perc?"
BUT THEN NO
i thought, "SHIT is...
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AND IT WAS PAINFUL
So i said to myself, "self, why don't you take a vico or perc?"
BUT THEN NO
i thought, "SHIT is...
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luckylittleshark:
you knew my movie!!
(or at least i think that's what your comment means)
let's get married!
(or at least i think that's what your comment means)
let's get married!
luckylittleshark:
...you said 'that was on yesterday' or sometihng like that. and i hoped you were talking about empire records (which isnt really *my* movie, but..), because i'd been quoting it.
who shall be the ring-bearer?
who shall be the ring-bearer?
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kvulcan:
I doubt that my surgery is anywhere near yours. well at least its behind you now and your headed in the right direction. Good luck on a fast recovery.
annalee:
You put me in your favourites! Thank you. Thats cool, i can see why they call you that, you look like a prety little blackbird! Id love to see a pic of your crow btw!
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dedgirl:
feel better!
chuckgelman:
The porn community misses you, baby!
i hope the trend continues.
onward and upward!
(and lots of hugs)
xo
Lata