memelynch

This is me sick:

i am a mess
i am a gross disgusting mess (notice the redundancy)
i think my cells are even getting grossed out by eachother.
here are my stats (whether you really want to read them or not)
5 days since i've changed my contacts (which aren't the overnight kind)
4 days since i've taken a shower
3 days since i've held down food
2 days since i've shat
1 day since i've had normal contact (and sex) with an outside human being (which ended up with me throwing up again, roman anybody?)
0 days until i ask someone to just give me the hiv and end this all

btw this was the second round of writing this because my boyfriend is a doosh and erased the first draft.