melx

Everything is pissing me off today and I don't know why. It's like I don't know what I want and when I get what I think I want, then I don't want it. My mom cut my hair today. She cut it exactly like I wanted it and I hate it. It's so short. I tried to act pleased with it and failed and am pretty sure I hurt her feelings. Which kind of pissed me off too. Usually I love that my mom is a sensitive and empathetic person. Today it just pissed me off.

I snapped at my boyfriend a few times today too. Making him feel guilty that he isn't around as much as I'd like. It just seems like everything anyone says to me pisses me off and I am lousy at filtering my responses even when I know I am overreacting. If I'm not snapping and yelling them I'm crying. Damn hormones.

It feels like the only place it doesn't happen is here. Hopefully my account won't expire anytime soon.

FUCK. I hate when I get like this.