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i was. a short time ago. tired. nodding.off. and now. i am manic. all of a suddent. strangely. but hey. whatever. i can entertain myself.

last night i drove myself to bronston to find chris and crystal and had myseld a damned good time. i don't get out much any more but, still. crystal and i used to hate each other but now i could...
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nikonphoto80:
What do you mean by this P.S. somebody please tell me when SGKY is up, eh? Id really really like to go. MWAH! Thx.

I was talking about all of it.

You know I would find your comments a lot sooner if you put them on my journal but what ever.
kiss kiss
hyenahell:
medusa. i love those... love plus with your lips. it would look grand. call me. oh. and mel. i had to say "driving through the hurricane in the dark, we do not hydroplane and die" about a million times on tuesday. it was bad. there were sheets of water flying across the road. and the truck did not like driving through them. but i got home safe. we had to stop in slidell because it was too dangerous to try and cross the lake. fuck. next time i go anywhere. i am flying. because planes crash much less often than cars. and also, there are no mac trucks going 100 mph in the dangerous roads that look like rivers but are really roads. just very wet ones. and torrential downpours. it was not a hurricane. it was a tropical storm. but the damage was worse than Ivan, so. fuck it. also in birmingham i saw a church with a fountain made of blood. not real blood. but it was supposed to look like blood. and it did. and a sign in montgomery that said "go to church or the devil will get you". and alabama is a god state, very much so. but i have no had coffee yet. so if this all makes no sense, that is why. but call me today. yes. indeed. i miss you. rawr. that is all.

love. the beck.
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beck.

russ has proposed and it seems that the way things may go is.

i'll be moving to new orleans in april of next year. stay there. we shal be with you.

i'm going to marry her and we're going to live down there JUST TO ENTERTAIN YOU.

shhh. don't tell any one. LOVE YOU. <3
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derelict:
next year is next year.
before then...We need to get together!!!!!!!! wink
melvina:
of course we will!!!
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all right, now. i will.not.jinx.this. by being too excited BUT.

this morning the phone rang at like. 9 some thing. and i'd just gone to bed and i didn't recognize the number so i let it go. and today. i decided to check my messages. AND.

"hi, melissa- this is gloria from SAIC and i was responding to your resume posted on Monster. we were...
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derelict:
you will be coming out my direction if you get it then. I live at the begining of 461. smile You better get your butt to the SGKY event too. Its out this direction also.
melvina:
OMG when it the SGKY thingie?!?!
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did i mention i'm hearing strange things?

i mean, look. here it is 3:30 some thing in the afternoon and i'm al.ready.drinking. not to mention. out.of.my.mind.

i thought i lit a cigarette but when i look over to my right for it. it is not there. and then i wonder if i'll catch this place on fire because i fucked up and blanked out. and...
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melvina:
mu ha ha haa.. i took a nap with no dreams on the couch. i did not light myself on fire and I.AM.GLAD. <3
derelict:
You know? I'm not sure how I would feel. When I lost Eric, I grasped for anything of his for weeks, and then the anger set in of the fact he was never true. honest. or apreciative. Plus he had left me alone, with his bills. his kids. and a broken heart.
and yet. it still hurts. I feel for you and your sister. I hope you have many lovely nights waiting for the whispers I have already tried to forget in my own home. kiss
i do not find it strange. i find it intriging. more confident than you know. and loving.
you to will meet again in person(not just spirit) one day. skull
-tash
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so i'm doing some thing stupid tomorrow.

because. i went into work today in good spirits and was. disappointed. (not uncommon.) and. also. highly.

HIGHLY.

manic.

and. upon talking to the higher-ups. and realizing that. the bullshit will never end. and that. no. i won't be helped by these people.

not to mention to the fact that. i hate. thouroughly hate. all whom i work...
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melvina:
mu ha ha ha ha haaaaaaaa. okid oki, ma'm.
hyenahell:
just tell her "no", sternly when she bites. or "no biting"- that's what i used with the ponch. hold her mouth gently closed, but be careful not to make her bite her own tongue. when she loses her puppy teeth it will not be as bad. those fuckers are sharp! also another thing that works is, if she gets to riled up and is play biting, roll her on her back and hold her there, telling her "settle" or "calm down" or something. hold her (not too hard, but firm enough to keep her there) until she settle down and stops fighting you. then tell her good girl, and let her up. this is an excersise in establishing your dominance as the "alpha dog", and will teach her in a way that she understands that you are the boss. if you do these things over and over again while she's a pup, she'll learn it pretty quickly. poncho still play bites, but stops when i tell him "no biting". hope that helps...

and give me a call today. rar! i haven't talked to you in weeks, bitch!

love. <3 beck.
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right now. i have. THE.CUTEST.PUPPY. on earth. in her crate. in my bedroom. and she. is. sleeping.

i picked her up today. she is six weeks old and is the runt, sigh. 2 lbs but going strong. no overbite. all shots except 3 wk. booster. and is. not only. spunky. but. she is quiet. and. fun. and. lord. i really just love her already. even...
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swizal:
there are pics in my profile!! and good luck dont cut you fucking hair!!!! or i shall do something very really really bad!! mad
melvina:
oooo! threats of violence upon my person.

how. oddly. exciting. yar.

cackle. fantastic you, justin... and. love.the.hawk.
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sean referred to the fetuses on my wall.

hanging there in reverent silence.

-cackle- ok. seriously. i had started talking about musicals because danzig was singing 'less than zero' and really, folks. if you heard it- you'd laugh too. any way... he happened to see them and damned if it wasn't terribly funny and damn me also for having a terrible memory right now,...
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hyenahell:
n'sync?

eeek
melvina:
mu ha ha. i wasted my two days off with sleeping, which is a luxury i never am permitted. work tomorrow.

I HAVE THE PUPPY. her name is pallu. she is a chiuaua. and SHE LOVES ME. more later. my throat hurts. i am getting sick. AGAIN. and damn it. derelict. i should straighten this place up and have a get together when i get the weekend off. i think it's.. not this weekend but next... hum? i should. look at the schedule and see.

more later. more more later, yes. <3
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going to LEX in the morning. dad said 6am. i doubt it, somehow.

otherwise, it's been a nothing day. rain. rain, more rain

being pulled over at 3am on 27 because. we. "fit the description of a car leaving ruby tuesday's" where. violent acts were being done.

eh. not me. wish. fighting. fun.

beck. humor and come home. we shall beat the shit out each...
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swizal:
no i havent seen you in it but i bet you look good in it as well

[Edited on Jun 06, 2005 2:34PM]
derelict:
I'm the only one who left my clothes on, and I finished almost a whole two bottle of yeiger. oopsy.fun though, you did miss out. will try to drag you along next time. or maybe we should make them come to us.........

there is a thought. I have some property here in somerset where we wouldn't be bothered but is easy to find from the highway, will look into that.
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I'M BACK.

and i have Hyena.

hah. and yar. ARRR!!!
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ondyne:
Hi welcome back. Hyena said to come say hi, so I figured if you're a friend of Hyena's you gotta be pretty fucking rad. biggrin
melvina:
AWWWW beck. beautiful mins mel.

bwahaha.

and hell. to parikhan. mm. c.u.t.e.

any.way.

LEX tomorrow. shopping for DOG THINGS, dickies pants and seeing howard at the hospital.

call you tomorrow, babe. <3